ryn_jmnz
I feel like crying, I don't know why.
All of a sudden there's this overwhelming sadness that makes me want to run away from everyone.
A minute ago I was fine.
Goddamn.
ryn_jmnz
ryn_jmnz
Your kisses used to be my drug
but now they're nothing but a bitter taste that was stuck in my tongue.
ryn_jmnz
Today, I realised something and I felt like crying, but no you don't deserve my tear....
Not anymore.
Claireee_25
H3llö! C4n yOü b3 mY T3xtM8?! PlxZzz r3pLy! :'))
Claireee_25
@Claireee_25 Ooh you replied! Yieee! Hahaha. Bakit hindi ka nagpaparamdam sa lounge knna?
Philouran_KD
Hi Ryn! :) happy new year sayo!
ryn_jmnz
Been awake since 3:00 am
The emptiness inside kept your eyes open.
You've been dying to feel something other than this loneliness.
I've been a mess since you made feel that you care less.
Would it be selfish if I decided to leave you and find my happiness?
Feeling like a mess.
Craving to find an end to this sadness.
ryn_jmnz
Woke up in the middle of the night
Looked up on the other side of the bed
And then I'm hurting again.
And I realised that I'm always hurting
I just learned how to live with it that I almost forgot that I was feeling it.
And right now it just made itself known again.
ryn_jmnz
When you are surrounded by your family but still you feel lost and craves to feel that you belong... Where is home?
When you feel like your missing something but couldn't figure out what it is... Where would you find it?
When you still feel cold inside even if you're being engulfed with a tight hug... Where will you seek for that warmth?
ryn_jmnz
Took a trip down memory lane,
saw little me in the corner, I was fine.
Walked a little further,
saw another me, I was little older
still standing in that corner.
Went outside,
and there I was trying to hide.
She wasn't happy nor sad,
she's empty inside.
As she went back to the present,
she realised something that was permanent.
Her loneliness is consistent.
ryn_jmnz
Everyday is a struggle.
Live anyway.