also just to let yall know, i unpublished play for me. even though it was my first book, and it does hold a special place in my heart, i honestly do not like it at all. like it is the most typical y/n book u will ever read. spoiler alert but the climax is y/n getting kidnapped like who let me write that?? and i wrote it at 13 or something and it just ugh. idk. so yeah! happy holidays, i love u guys a lot, stay safe!!