@ryuunxsuke I hope you’re doing okay and it’s best if you tell someone about how you’re feeling instead of keeping it in. Trust me but life isn’t all perfect, I know how you’re feeling and I just know you can keep on fighting. There’s a lot of things to be thankful for! I can insecure you, you can keep on fighting against all these thoughts just like how Yuzuru fought up against all the pain he had in his legs and feet to become an 2x olympic gold champion!