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hi lol
sometimes I show up here and kinda feel like shit for not being able to write anything anymore, I feel like I've lost that flare and time I used to have when writing my kpop shit, life in general has taken over and the plans I had for my ongoing book(s) were all left to collect dust, and I think it's about time i actually admit that I can't really find my old style anymore and write anything?
I feel upset w myself for not being able to finish the long overdue requests I got for my book "purrfecf", i even had plans of my own to write, and they eventually got forgotten, or pushed aside, but I'm still seeing so much support come every week, and even every day, there's always someome re-reading, or a new reader, or voter, or someone who finds me and follows me, so thank you for that :))
what I wanna deliver with this message is that, during the past year that I've been inactive, my writer's block wasn't actually writer's block, rather a loss of interest in something I once enjoyed doing, I think quarantine and my daily life had a lot to do with it.
with that said, I think I'm going to "retire" lmao, but if there is someday that I regain an interest, or impulsively whip something up, I might post it ;) but for now, ya boi is signing out, enhoy my current works !! and as always, thank you for the support <3
lol ik I'm not even that out there, but I feel like a lot of the peoole who await and HAVE BEEN awaiting my writing need a bit of a sign that atm im practically dead and not writing anything anytime soon due to quarantine and school life taking a toll on me
but heres a lil sumn sumn for anybody who needs it today;
i love you /p :D , you are cared for, and any hardshios youre dealing with will pass. you are string and youve got this :)) you deserve all good things in this world <3
rida aka ur local renjun catboy enthusiast signing out