/I miss every friend I made on here oh my gosh.
so much has happened and if you're still alive lmk.
in the meantime here's a synopsis of how things have gone.
TW: SA, sh, psych wards, cops
this girl I started dating in Oct 2024 (girl in red??? /hj) cheated on me with her ex after SAing me one month earlier in April of this year. she then proceeded to love bomb and manipulate me, and I did it right back. my parents still blame me for all of it. in the past months my dad has come to terms with me liking girls but we just don't talk about it loll.
I ran away from home several times, was deemed a liar in every single legal case, and was told to stop being a disrespectful bad kid (by my DCF worker). my ex was BEGGING me to not leave when I finally dropped her for good. she chose her own kind, a snake just like her, and honestly, it'll bite her ass one day. I did cry a bunch over her, but I've learned from it, yayyy!! :3
so yeah, over the summer I was in and out of a mental hospital twice (first time on my 14th bday, 02 June). it's such a long story but I went for a third time two months ago. I was isolated from everyone else I knew by my parents. my neighbor took me in several times before trying to help, but ultimately since she wasn't my mother there was nothing she could do. :/
oh yeah. I was also having to confront cops more concerned with my immigration status.
'merica, right?
but yeah that's a rough summary of stuff.
again I hope you're all right.
my parents have had way more lenience with me since I got out of the ward back in September and yes I still love them even though we don't agree on certain things.
oh yeah I also moved out of where I lived for nearly ten years.
anyway I LOVE YOU!!! <333
