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should I continue writing Jake x Johnnie? I have one story which I wrote rlly long ago but completely forgot about it and idk if I wanna complete it and publish it when I do cz I don't rlly watch them anymore. I do check their channel and (sometimes) watch their new vids but I js dont watch them as much as I used to. (+in my opinion JNJ are rlly drifting apart). Idk if I wanna continue writing them cause it js feels weird whenever I do cause compared to last time, I barely even watch them anymore nowadays. I only check them every feel weeks or maybe even month(s) sometimes. Idk what to write rn, but Idk if its cause im on writers block or I just dk who to write on and hate my drafts and all the stories in my drafts. sorry chat.

Guys I have a story in my drafts that’s completed with 48 chapters but reading back at it I hate it so much and I tried to edit it but I just can’t make it better. Still, I don’t want it to go to waste. I put in a lot of time and ideas into that story, but it sucks so bad including the ending I might rewrite  but even if I do rewrite it I’d have to rewrite the whole story if I even feel like it’s half decent enough to be published. The reason it has so many chapters unlike my other stories with not even 20 chapters is cz it was kinda inspired after I read asotm (fic). Please help. I don’t know if I have the motivation to rewrite over 48K words, cause ik damn well when I was writing it I was so fucking determined. I actually have like 2 or 3 more incomplete stories, one of which I’ve completely forgotten about and wrote months ago. It is yet another JNJ fic, but it is also pretty shit. Sorry everybody. For now, I’m not quite sure what to work on. Anyways, I js published smth short a couple days ago so go check that out if you’d like. Sorry again, I’ll try to find my motivation to write again soon.