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Hi everyone!! I’m sorry I never posted but I feel like I should come back (or try to). If you’re wondering about the 50 chapter story, I think I’ll just keep it to myself, but maybe one day when I’m better at writing more than a few chapters I’ll try again. 
          
          I don’t know if people still read Johnnie x Jake, but I’m also thinking to post Frank x Gerard (my chemical romance)
          
          What do yall think I should do? 
          
          In the meantime I’ll just work on the unfinished stories sitting in my drafts 

I feel like I’ve lost all my sparks to even think of anything to write in general atp. I am still yet to rewrite that 50 chapter fic but good fucking gosh cz I haven’t even planned it out or finished the first chapter so I’m pretty cooked and I’ve got a ton of graded stuff coming for my ass for school  
          I’m pretty much doomed in life what the fuck 

Now that I'm actually tryna work on the story and pick writing back up after ignoring it for so long due to mh i genuinely cant write omd. IM LITERALLY GONNA EXPLODE CZ GIVING UP MEANS I WASTED SO MUCH TIME LAST YEAR WRITING ALL 50 CHAPTERS BUT NOW THAT IM TRYING TO DO A REMASTER I CANT EVEN PLAN. and i dont wanna js post the first one cz it makes no sense and seems more like a netflix show rather than a story and the storyline and stuff are so random and just everywhere fml

Hi everyone, I’m sorry if it seems like I js stopped writing/posting but I’m rlly tryna get back to writing (especially cz I have so many story ideas and the 48 chapter story to rewrite cz the first one sucked ass) but things js aren’t the best in irl rn and I won’t go into detail but I have a feeling I may get sent to a mental institute (it’s for the best) or smth cz I told someone a lot of things that they may tell my parents or js get me sent somewhere to get help so um yeah that’s all im rlly sorry guys 
          Love yall 

Looking back at my old work rn makes me cry cz wtf was I doing the English is crazy how did so many of yall enjoy that let alone read it 

Really quickly I just want to apologise for deleting the petekey(seven days) story. I was js thinking about it and have decided to unpublish it due to the fact that not only did I post it while in a bad state and so didn’t really know what I was doing, but also cz I feel the idea could be used better. Plus the fact that I spent quite some time making up a word js for that story and allat but I js feel it was shitty anyways, but ty to all the ppl who read it:) 

should I continue writing Jake x Johnnie? I have one story which I wrote rlly long ago but completely forgot about it and idk if I wanna complete it and publish it when I do cz I don't rlly watch them anymore. I do check their channel and (sometimes) watch their new vids but I js dont watch them as much as I used to. (+in my opinion JNJ are rlly drifting apart). Idk if I wanna continue writing them cause it js feels weird whenever I do cause compared to last time, I barely even watch them anymore nowadays. I only check them every feel weeks or maybe even month(s) sometimes. Idk what to write rn, but Idk if its cause im on writers block or I just dk who to write on and hate my drafts and all the stories in my drafts. sorry chat.

Guys I have a story in my drafts that’s completed with 48 chapters but reading back at it I hate it so much and I tried to edit it but I just can’t make it better. Still, I don’t want it to go to waste. I put in a lot of time and ideas into that story, but it sucks so bad including the ending I might rewrite  but even if I do rewrite it I’d have to rewrite the whole story if I even feel like it’s half decent enough to be published. The reason it has so many chapters unlike my other stories with not even 20 chapters is cz it was kinda inspired after I read asotm (fic). Please help. I don’t know if I have the motivation to rewrite over 48K words, cause ik damn well when I was writing it I was so fucking determined. I actually have like 2 or 3 more incomplete stories, one of which I’ve completely forgotten about and wrote months ago. It is yet another JNJ fic, but it is also pretty shit. Sorry everybody. For now, I’m not quite sure what to work on. Anyways, I js published smth short a couple days ago so go check that out if you’d like. Sorry again, I’ll try to find my motivation to write again soon.