Avaardwolf
@s1llyBerry I totally understand that
s1llyBerry
Avaardwolf
@s1llyBerry sure, I am working on Corrupted Elements II tho
s1llyBerry
you know, when I first made Aphmau's memories come back (when she remembered everything up to season 3), I almost had it so she was Season 4 Aph again, under the influence of Ein. Like his manipulation was reawakened now that her love for Aaron was gone and she had some of her memories back.
But that didn't fully make sense, so you guys got saved from a truckload of angst... man, I wonder what other evil ideas I can think up that'll still make sense to the plot >:3
s1llyBerry
@LightningTrail "You make so many potions, so why couldn't you make a potion to fix your stupid problem? "Ah my potions, the funny thing about my is: The more you use them, the longer it takes for their effects to settle." (That was a conversation between Derek and Michael in season 6 episode 4!) So now I'm remembering about how Ein's eyes were green during his first cameos in WAF, but then they were normal and gray later?? And also that one time where Ein used a forever potion on Aph in the cave and it mysteriously had no effect?! IS IT GOING TO RESURFACE AS A PROBLEM IN THE OFFICIAL MYSTREET?! OH NO OH HECK NO OH NO OH WHY— Also, digging into my old notes from when I was reading through all of Mystreet’s transcripts for Aaron’s remembrance chapter, I realized I have some inconsistencies in my plot. In my story, Travis is a cursed soul. I guess I just assumed that his entire bloodline was cursed with being the catalysts of the Demon Warlock. Turns out, the Demon Warlock actually can’t use his magic on fellow cursed souls, meaning that Travis isn’t a cursed soul because the Demon Warlock was able to control him. Also, Michael even implied in Season 6 that Garte was a cursed soul… WHAT DOES IT ALL MEAN?!!
LightningTrail
Nah, I totally would’ve understood if you made it from S4! Cause like, the potion effect never actually erased because multiple potions were in her before the temporary effects (when the anti potions could be used) were gone, which is why the anti potions didn’t work in the first place. Honestly I think she passed it because she had a lot of willpower, and the reason it didn’t work in S6 is because the potion was technically still in her. That’s just my theory, but if that were to be true, the potion resetting in her mind would make complete sense.
s1llyBerry
So um, I figured out why I can't see the story rankings for my own book... IT'S CUZ IT'S RATED MATURE!!! And that's for 17 up, so since I'm definitely not 17 and up... it hides the rankings from me. Um, yeah. So that's that. I might consider changing it back to All Audiences because honestly, I don't know why I rated it mature in the first place. Sure there's violence, and maybe some cussing but the cussing was limited to one chapter and if I decide to switch it back to normal, I'd probably go back to Selfish and take out all the cussing, cuz ngl... it was unnecessary. I was probably angry at the world again while writing it whoops
(is it bad that i roll my eyes when i say the pledge of allegiance? ok nvm that's obviously a bad thing i'm sorry)
But I also am not sure if I should change it back... I think so far the only violence that's happened is the fight against the void and maybe Aaron's death? There's no self harm or suicidal thoughts cuz I made sure to limit sensitive topics cuz I don't want the Wattpad Ai coming for my soul o_0
The violence is mild and I don't add a lot of goreish details. Maybe PTSD? But that's not quite enough to make it for 17 and up in my opinion.
So should I just switch it back or keep it the way it is rn?
s1llyBerry
@bloodxultimaxwolf Thanks for the suggestions! I'll see what I can do about an alternate account... although I think I might need to get a secondary gmail for that. Idk. If not, I'll try to put my main account back >:3
bloodxultimaxwolf
@s1llyBerry have you considered using your alte account? I'll teach you smth put your alte account year wayyyyy back don't put your real age!! Or just (like me ♥️) put your main account age way back! ❤️♥️But idk if you can do that, T^T don't remove it the people who read it can see your ranking so I'll tell you later ♥️
LightningTrail
Uhh, maybe for now you can take it off, but when you think it’s gone a little too far you can remake it mature. That’s what I did with my stories.
Ps, AARON DIES?! I can’t tell if you’re talking about when he died at the lodge or the future or somewhere in the future of the story, BRO HAS DIED SO MANY TIMES ITS SO BAD
s1llyBerry
i haven't actually fully watched MCD and now i am JUST NOW realizing that's a big problem XDD
If there are more delays later down the line, it's because I'm trying to catch up on all THREE HUNDRED (oh god) episodes... Oh my
s1llyBerry
@LightningTrail I still need to watch Season 2 of Alternates... I keep on trying!! I watch the first episode of season 2, lose interest, try again another week, rewatch episode 1 again, and then lose interest... AND THE CYCLE REPEATS!!! I'm not making it through MCD aghhhh >_<
s1llyBerry
@LightningTrail for MCD, it's mostly Jess reading through NPC dialogue herself, and every time she slurs or visibly loses interest (no hate tho, bless her soul) I also lose interest... it gets better around the tail end of season 2 and all of season 3, but it got discontinued. The Remake had me hooked, but it was also shelved... but it's also kinda important that I know the lore because of what I'm writing, so... I'll force myself to try >_<
s1llyBerry
No chapter today... I deleted four drafts already, each one being over 1000 words. If you can't tell, I am currently crashing out. Please stand by. AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
omg I wish I could actually scream that in real life. Unfortunately, I would get noise complaints from my neighbors.
Btw I was at a two-day volleyball tournament and we got 2nd place out of over 20 teams in our age group. It was crazy. We stayed extra late because we were overtime, and the gym was empty. I shouted "YAOI!!!" at the top of my lungs. When they asked, I said I was shouting "Yahweh" instead :))
s1llyBerry
@LightningTrail I’d probably have to give you an entire handbook so you can enjoy the full experience of Project Sekai XDD For me, I listen to the voice acting and regularly download the new gachas, virtual shows, stories, songs, and song mvs. It takes 10gbs. If you play your cards right, you can probably keep the game under 6gbs. Good luck, brave soldier *salute*
LightningTrail
@s1llyBerry OOH A RYTHEM GAME?? THATS RIGHT UP MY ALLEY!! If I find any time I’ll see if I can download it, but I don’t think I got storage for the voices :(( I’ll definitely let u know if I need help whenever I get it.
s1llyBerry
@LightningTrail Project Sekai is actually a game, not a show. There’s a lot to dive into and it might be overwhelming as a new player. But basically, you play shows (it’s a rhythm game) and it unlocks the first stories. There’s also gambling, but it’s not really necessary for you to know the story. It’s just if you want cool art of your favorite characters, or if you want to get higher ranks on your shows. Basically, there’s the main story for each unit, and I recommend turning on voice if you have enough storage (the game takes a LOT of storage…) because the voice actors are absolutely goated!! After the main story, there are “event stories” that come out every week. They continue the story after the main story, and they’re definitely worth reading if you wanna know the characters better, because all of their individual arcs are REALLY well done… especially Mizuki… I love Nightcord sm *sob* Tell me if you need any guidance at all! :3 And yes, that was from an Uno game. Whenever they reverse a reverse, they used to say “YOU TAKE YOUR SPAGHETTI AND YOU TAKE IT BACK!!” And yes, I am also totally in ur microwave >:3
s1llyBerry
9K READS?!! I gotta lock in and finish this fic before it reaches 10K >_<
Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, THANK YOU!!!!
It almost feels bad for all the angst and trauma I'm about to force upon the main characters- WHOA WHO SAID THAT- hahahehehuhuhuhhhhhhummmm yeah I'll, um, go back to writing now o_0
LightningTrail
Late comment but the average sleep schedule for 18 year olds and under is 10 hours, while adults sleep 8. People definitely can sleep up to 16 hours though, I’d know lol (got sick once and slept through nearly the entire day and night)
LightningTrail
Psssssst… your story is #1 in Aarmau, CONGRATS!!!!!!
s1llyBerry
@LightningTrail YAYYYY TYSM AHHHHH also this is ur second message that got flagged XDD I guess you offend Wattpad a lot when you try to have a conversation with me ;)
LightningTrail
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@s1llyBerry sorry I’m a dumb dumb sometimes XD. But also if u wanna see the ranking I can screenshot it and put it in a book so u can see :3
s1llyBerry
@LightningTrail THE RANKINGS ARE THERE FOR ALL MY OTHER STORIES BUT IT JUST DISAPPEARS FOR MS7: WHEN REALMS BREAK WHAT THE FREAKITY FRICK IS THISSSSS this game is rigged Anyways... yeah, I wasn't really trying to be slick about what realms will be featured cuz I didn't think of it as a plot twist. We're probably like two chapters away anyways, so yeah :3 MA'AM THE TITLE IS LITERALLY "WHEN REALMS BREAK" XDD
s1llyBerry
Wait so I'm actually stuck rn for the next chapter...
Do I want to make Aphmau remember everything from HER pov?? Because I remember how long it took me to make Aaron's remembrance chapter, and I'm frankly certain half of you guys probably skimmed through it... So idk if I wanna make it from her POV, because I also don't want to skip the moment.
SO WHAT DO I DO?! ummmmmmmm yeahhhh
My three options I can think of:
1. make it from Aphmau's POV and deal with the stress.
2. make it from someone else's POV and show their struggle to comfort her and just get her through it.
3. make it from Aphmau's POV but don't make a whole scene for each key part she remembers, maybe just restore a part of her personality or just give her more trauma so she becomes a shell of her former self.
I DUNNO I NEED HELP SOMEBODY HELP ME I'M NOT SURE WHAT TO DO BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO COMMIT AND WRITE ANOTHER 60,000 WORD CHAPTER CUZ HOLY IRENE YOU BETTER KNOW I WAS WAKING UP AT 5 AM EVERY DAY TO WRITE BEFORE SCHOOL AND STAYING UP TILL MIDNIGHT UNTIL I WAS SHOUTED AT TO GO TO BED (for like four weeks straight, might I add) and I don't even think it's worth it ಥ_ಥ
ahhh, please don't choose option 1 unless ya'll wanna wait two months this time cuz i'm even busier XDD
s1llyBerry
@Avaardwolf thanks :3