s1llyBerry

FIRST DAY OF HIGH SCHOOL AND I'M GOING TO DIE OUT THERE :D
          
          I woke up at 5 am this morning, 3 hours early because I needed to get work done online and stuff... anyways I'm on 5 hours of sleep.
          
          My hair was a horrible mess when I woke up? Like one side was sticking up and I couldn't get it to be normal?? So uh that was nice
          
          While I was eating breakfast, a friend sent me a true crime podcast... and for some reason I thought I could just watch it while eating...
          
          TW: SENSITIVE TOPIC!
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          UGHHH WHYYY DID I DO THATTTTT OMG NOW I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT IT AND IT'S ALL THAT'S ON MY MIND OMFG >_< I'll spare you the details but let's just say it was a case where it was obvious that there were other forces at play, but the cops js said it was prob a suicide case and didn't look into it because she was  a brown immigrant :( It happened at a Walmart. And omfg when the girl's mom screamed, I swear I felt all of her pain for an entire second. It was horrifying. 
          
          No but that was actually so sad and disturbing. Anyone can ask me for more details but likeeeeee I won't say anything more for now
          
          I'M GOING TO BE GREETING TEACHERS AND MEETING NEW STUDENTS AND THAT TRUE CRIME PODCAST IS GONNA BE THE ONLY THING ON MY MIND >_<
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Okay anyways, uh I'm lwk nervous for high school and I'm afraid I won't be able to get any work done for Wattpad or other online projects I'm a part of :( But idk we'll see! I made the volleyball team so I get out of PE :D but uhhh now I'm trapped at the school until like 7 pm... sighhhhhhhhhhh
          
          People tell me I'm going to like high school. I really really hope they were right.
          
          AHHHH I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT IT WHY DID I WATCH THAT VIDEO WHY DID I THINK THAT WAS A GOOD IDEA RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I HATE MYSELF SM

I NEED YOUR HELP!! Idk what to do. If any of you here are like... code-deciphering buffs, I could really use some help rn. It's this one line at the end of the code that reads: i CAnT AFViliat⁠
          
          The rest goes like this:
          
          Iypun oly ihjr
          (When decoded, it reads: Bring her back)
          
          Ozb svi gl ivhg
          (When decoded, it reads:) Lay her to rest.
          
          Owll yae pcilwuc oriz yae rijc xavc vao?⁠
          (When decoded, it reads:) Will you protect them when you find them out?
          
          JLQ KRK CZYJ GNR POLYLEIJ.
          (When decoded, it reads:) YOU DID WHAT WAS REQUIRED.
          
          As far as I know, she uses Vigenère deciphers L, H, C and the Atbash cipher. But I think the last one is something completely different.
          
           i CAnT AFViliat⁠
          
          Any help would be appreciated!!

AHHHHHH I JUST GOT MY SCHEDULE FOR HIGH SCHOOL, I'M SO FUCKING SCARED DUDE, I CAN'T GO TO HIGH SCHOOL, I'M TOO YOUNG TO DIE
          
          I wanted my career path to be in education but I didn't get into the class?? So I'm in theatre now :D I'm actually glad because apparently the "education pathway" actually taught you how to raise like an infant and swaddle little babies and stuff.. I do NOT wanna be a daycare teacher, no thank you. But with theater it's pretty versatile and I can learn how to capture an audience's attention, get them engaged, etc etc, improv, how to problem solve/pivot when things go wrong, etc etc etc u get the gist
          
          my friend and I tried to get into the same class BUT SHE'S SUCH A GOD DAMN BUM BRO, MY BUM ASS FRIEND WAS TOO AFRAID TO ASK TO SWITCH PERIOD BRO... AND THEN SHE CHANGED HER MIND AND DECIDED TO GO ASK BUT BY THEN IT WAS TOO LATE CUZ THE CLASS GOT FULL RAHHHHHHHHHHH 
          
          what a bum 
          
          jkjk ofc but like... COME ON, I literally have the golden lineup of all schedules, I got SO LUCKY. All of my teachers are SO GREAT AND THEY ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT WHAT THEY'RE TEACHING AND THEY WANT US TO SUCCEED!! i so happy 
          
          I'm bored so because of that I'm going to just randomly upload stories that I write hehe, I have a small collection of doomed yuri ocs. (And I might be converting it into a film as we speak?? :0 I have a team of scriptwriters rn so I have to make some templates rn so they know what to do for each scene I assign them... good god who knew that directing a film could be so tiring >_< I didn't think there'd be like 200 scenes RAHHHHHHH)
          
          I'm growing my portfolio in the voice acting community on Discord >;3 Unfortunately it's the gacha va community... BUT IT'S NOT ALL BAD! SOME OF THEM ARE ACTUALLY LOCKED TF IN AND IT'S INSANE!! so many awesome people :)) And I am voice acting and scriptwriting in some indies animated projects!
          
          I wonder if anyone reads these announcements lol
          
          Does anyone even read the weekly quote on my profile? Hmmmm
          
          Back to school -_-

My book is currently rated as mature. I've decided to revert it back to normal since nothing really happens. Sure there's violence and stuff, but it's not too graphic imo. I've read more graphic books that didn't need the mature warning. And I don't plan on doing smut or anything related to that because it makes me uncomfy :3
          
          AND I'M ALSO TIRED OF NOT SEEING WHAT RANK MY STORY IS IN. RAHHHHH
          
          so uh yeah, I might update it in the future. Depends on how psychologically traumatizing I want the finale to be. I was going to make it very dark and just like kill everyone off but likeeeeeeee I'm not THAT mean :)) 
          
          so uh yeah

Thanks for 15K! I haven't updated since April... holy Irene, Mystreet s8 will be finished by the time I upload the next chapter atp >_<
          
          I have been working on the chapter though, just really REALLY REALLY slow progress since I'm doing other things with my life now, like voice acting, directing films, storyboarding, scriptwriting for movies, learning camera work, designing... AND VOLLEYBALL. HOLY VOLLEYBALL BRO. HALF OF MY DAY IS DEDICATED TO VOLLEYBALL. MY WHOLE SUMMER WAS DEDICATED TO VOLLEYBALL. RAHHHHHHHHHH
          
          anyways I heard that shit went down in the Mermaid Tales finale! ...I haven't watched past episode 2 so uhhhh spoil if you want but I'll probably get to watching it soon

HAS ANYONE SEEN THE NEW AVATAR MOVIE?? I REALLY WANT TO SEE IT BUT MY SIBLINGS ARE CONSTANTLY USING MY TV TO DOOMSCROLL AND WON'T LET ME WATCH IT RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
          
          anyways I saw a few trailers and I'm excited :3
          
          (It's already out on Paramount+ >_<... I'm so sad that we won't be able to see it in theaters sighhhhhhhh)

So, just want to say…i’m so sorry if Berry actually goes off hiatus for one chapter. 
          
          Totally isn’t my fault…don’t go after me for what she’s gonna write 

How do you find motivation again when you never had motivation in the first place? Maybe writing was just a phase. I'll pick things up again when I find motivation. But maybe motivation's just another phase. I'm sorry for wasting your time.

Happy Father's Day! Make sure to spend time with your Dad / Father Figure, and let them know how much you appreciate them!

And another reason why the next chapter's release is taking so long is because I'm working on another project. It was supposed to be for April Fools, but ummm as you can see it is no longer April.
          
          SPOILERS AHEAD:
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          The story is called Searching For Home, and it takes place inside of Aphmau's newest comic (that I hated with a passion!!) called Searching For Home. I could tell I was definitely not the target audience, so I decided I wanted to rewrite it with my own take on it. Rn I'm like 1/3 into the plot, and it's going pretty good. Definitely beefened up my writing style for this (cuz I wanted to practice writing in Third Person so I'm experienced enough when I finish When Realms Break and move onto Hope Against Hope.)
          
          If anyone here wants to see a small teaser of it, let me know and I'll put a small snippet of it into my Book of Yap. Thanks for sticking around! :3