@s1llykasa
Hey, sorry for texting so much...I guess it’s just really nice to talk to you...and to know you still exist...I wanted to tell you this on thanksgiving but I realized I’m probably going to be really busy that day and I didn’t want to say this after then...
You, in my mind, are one of my ikigai and for as long as I live your indelible in my mind. I hope your life stops being full of evanescence with the things you love , I hope your winters, if you prefer the warmth, are full of apricity. I hope your spirit, even in the afterlife, will never suffer nullity and that you find hygge. I hope in your dark thoughts you find revery. May a cynafin find you, one that truly feels so and lastly that you find many napenthe. I love you big brother and your my firefly-not a bug but rather a fire that lights my thoughts and flies over me constantly letting me find a moment of comfort and safety when I need it most. Thank you for loving me, thank you for those rare times you smiled, thank you for being next to me even though I have never seen you in person, thank you for those moments you were proud of me, thank you for making me promise to stay alive, and most importantly thank you for just being you.
I hope to see you one day big bro, lots of love from your lil bro Sol<3
