simon²

the sister i mentioned previously (im just gonna call her stephanie from now on, thats not her name though) actually got GROUNDED because mother dearest saw what was on her phone
          
          i caught a glimpse of it too and it involved ranboo
          so um
          
          i dont know if mom just got mad because stephanie was on the internet without her permission or because its.. yknow

my little sister (the weird one i mentioned a while back) (also its ok to call her weird she verbally abuses all her friends) has this habit of leaving her phone on, face up before she leaves the room, and when she comes back she like side eyes everyone as if we cared what was on there
          
          but i saw her reading dnf fanfiction, and it was not family friendly
          
          it was also from here.
          my little sister has a wattpad account.
          
          she better not have found my account, otherwise im in deep fuckin trouble

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

am i gonna lose myself again?
          am i gonna lose myself again?
          i quite like the person that i am
          am i gonna lose myself again?

AAAAAAAAAGH I HATE EVERYTHING

ok its probably not normal either that i tell myself to die in a hole while im eating, is it

previous joke was about death btw

oh boy i cant wait to grow up and be negative 6 feet tall

update: i hate myself

are having self deletus thoughts so regularly it takes a toll on your ability to enjoy life as it is a bad thing
          
          because i feel as if it is