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Yo
          
          Life has been hell but I’m still kicking it
          
          Idk why I update yall anymore lol no one notices or cares?? Idk I’m just emotionally dead

Hiiiii
          
          I’m feeling good
          
          State was today and apparently I marched with a cut across my foot that is all bruised
          
          WE GOT A 1!! A SUPERIOR

One thing holding me back from trying to be with this one person I’ve already been with twice (once was public other was lowkey) is the fact that I know I’ve already hurt them really badly and don’t know if I could ever hurt them again and I don’t believe in there being a wrong time for the right person but they made me believe being completely honest, I’ve been dumb and immature and there’s always ways to keep in contact with someone long distance (big reason why we broke up the first time) and I was being a little bitch about not being able to have them in person when having them at all is the one thing I should’ve been happiest with

2 months and 18 days until my bday

Guy I’ve been in love with for now over a year has a girlfriend that’s not me and I wanna cry but I physically can’t cry

I’ve decided I visit like once a month sometimes 2 or 3 times 
          
          I’m like a sleep paralysis demon but cooler

“Oh, I leave quite an impression
          Five feet (two) to be exact”
          
          “ I heard you're back together and if that's true
          You'll just have to taste me when he's kissin' you
          If you want forever, and I bet you do
          Just know you'll taste me too”
          
          I mean I relate a bit too much
          
          Except they aren’t back together

Yk what’s scary?
          Not that I broke up with my bf no that’s normal
          
          But the fact of this girl I met at my concert could be the same person who ripped out my soul and ruined my life all because they have the same name

Me, leaving for months, coming back with a bf:tehe

Laura and Callie core https://www.instagram.com/reel/C8-Ut12K5gU/?igsh=MWJ6MTl2N2x0MXc4aQ==