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Don’t be mad I replaced Jimin with Jay… I feel like he just suits the role better and like I’ve gotten out of my Army phase and am now in my Engene phase Honestly this is just my opinion, but I just prefer Jay to Jimin for this story.

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OK so there was this guy that I liked and we were like best friends. As in we talked every day for hours and hours and he always cared for me and stuff. I trusted him with my whole heart. trusted. He betrayed me so badly that the time we used to talk was now being used crying my heart out as my best friends were telling me that it was going to be ok. It was never the same after that though. Of course, he's still my best friend and I love him so much but I just can't get over the fact that someone I love and trust can betray me like that. I was just some stupid girl who happened to fall in love with a player. It was the first time I had ever felt that way for someone before and now that I know I was just a toy to him, I didn't know what to do. Help?

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Isn’t it so fun when the guy you’ve liked for such a long time finally ghosts you? I lose feelings for him, then he talks to me again, and the same thing over and over and over. I used to think it would never end. Thank goodness it did. I hate you forever❤️

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Isn’t it just hilarious  when someone black males you!?!? You know you can’t do anything about it but that person still has the audacity to take advantage of you. I’m sick of this. I don’t want anyone to know about what I did, but it still hurts because I don’t even regret it. I don’t feel guilty, at least not towards what I did, but more towards the people who got hurt because of it, including me. But I just wish he hadn’t used it against me. I hate myself for causing pain to others, but if you asked me if I would change what I did, I would say “No, because I know that what I did was for me, my family, my friends. And even though I feel crappy about it, I know I did the right thing.”
          So if you think you can march up to me and take advantage of me because of the things I say or do,  I’m praying for you.

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Hey! It's ur momma bird Seorin! I hope you're having a good day! I'm so sorry that I haven't been posting at all. I have no fair excuse but maybe you'll accept this? I just went through something big with one of my (ex) best friends and my mental health hasn't been ok. I'm finally getting better and I'll be posting the next chapter of HLMHLMN on Friday! Love you my bb birds!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️