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I fucking sobbed today when I found out.
          
          Thank you Ozzy, thank you for all that you've done in pioneering heavy metal and truly hard rock. You're an inspiration, a legend, unconditionally loved by many, and you'll never be forgotten.
          
          We all love you more than I could ever put into words, Prince Of Darkness. Rest easy, may Heaven welcome you with open arms and don't forget to tackle Randy Rhoads in the fattest bear hug for all of us and tell him that we miss and love him too. ❤️

ngl I think I won in life. i got the exact kind of boy i prayed for, i love him with all my heart and he is everything i asked God for. every little thing, i love him so so much it hurts. my handsome boyy 

new cover for “From The Fall” & a new chapter is out!
          
          I hope y’all like it, took me what felt like forever to write and edit because I redid it so many times lol

it has been started.
          
          or, rather, restarted.
          
          I’m rewriting AJAK and From The Fall is being brought back, I published another chapter today (after a year of kinda abandoning it, I’m sorry guys) and I may or may not make some new covers for both of them, not sure about that yet but they are pretty outdated. my imagines book is on hold though because honestly I ain’t got the faintest idea of what to write for that, but Destitute Bandit is still on too.
          
          The second book to Supernova Souls and the epilogue & bonus chapter to it are cancelled, because in all honesty even though I adore Delilah and all my characters I don’t agree with what Ryan says about God therefore the book about him is cancelled.
          (I may or may not make the second book into its own standalone eventually because I love the plot I have for it just not Upchurch in it.)

I did! I missed it so much, it’s my favorite book on here and I’m glad I found it again :) and you’re welcome, God bless you!

okay I’m in the process of rereading Supernova Souls and I’m genuinely thinking about making a second book sort of following the same plot, but specifically some of the things mentioned in chapter 14, 15 & 20.
          
          should I?? or should I just.. further the plot in the same book as SS instead of making a separate one? either way I’m gonna keep writing it, I’m too deep in the book not to lol
          
          also I may or may not be emotionally attached to my characters. they are mainly the fuel to the possible second book. what do y’all think?

my new camera came in today, a canon eos rebel t7 and I swear this thing just reignited my love for photography, it’s AMAZING! after a while writing gets boring so I’m gonna go on a little break and focus on getting better at my photography skills instead. love y’all, and see ya soon :)

officially another year older :) been a good day so far and I’m at a loss for words for how thankful I am for my family and my merciful God.
          
          also, another quick update on River Rat and Elowyn: River’s been in the shop all week getting repaired because she was dangerously low on all her fluids and was leaking transmission fluid into her transfer case. she (hopefully) comes home tomorrow. Ellie went in a few days ago to get inspected and fix her PO171 code, turns out her ball joints were spitting grease and need to be replaced. her wheel bearings were also worn out, taillight bulbs were out which we didn’t know about and those got replaced and her wiring was messed up so she had that replaced and a thorough inspection, etc. the mechanic said other than that she was a clean truck! minimal rust, perfect mechanical condition, everything. all for $3,500 so she was an absolute blessing to have.

real late update to the new truck situation:
          
          we didn’t get the Malibu, we bought a 2004 Ford F-150 Heritage instead! :)
          
          I named her Elowyn. She’s red, she’s adorable, and to most people she’s downright ugly because she’s a 10th gen but this truck is my baby. I’ll protect that little thing with my LIFE. she does have a PO171 code which is “fuel too lean”, bank 1, she goes in soon to get that fixed along with some new rims and tires. hers has a hairline crack that I don’t trust whatsoever. she fits in perfectly with my odd little truck family, and Bubba, surprisingly, absolutely loves her.
          
          a nice update on River Rat, too:
          
          so uh, she has no fluids. at all. we’re planning on going soon (sometime this week) to get them all, re-watch some Chris Fix videos on YouTube on how to change all her nonexistent fluids, and get her fixed up and running like a top again. I’m oddly proud of her because we didn’t know she was running on E on every fluid, and we drove her 18 minutes to town and back, TWICE. she also made it about 3 towns away and back, a 30 minute drive there and back.
          
          she didn’t have power steering fluid, engine oil, brake fluid, antifreeze, coolant, etc.
          
          you can’t say OBS Chevys aren’t bulletproof.
          
          that truck has seen some things.

tomorrow we go to Corning, Arkansas to pick up my mom her first new car in a while and after that, Bubba is officially retired from daily driving duties and is instead promoted to being solely my truck after nine years!
          
          mom’s getting a 2005 Chevrolet Malibu, her name is Grenda and she’s a little crusty, yes, and she looks like she sold crack in her younger days, but she’s perfect for what she needs and she absolutely adores the little thing :) I’m happy for her and also happy for Grenda, she’s coming into the perfect family. she’s gonna be spoiled rotten and given a whole bunch of silly little mods.
          
          oh, also, Bubba went in and got all his belts replaced because that is indeed what was making his squealing noises. no more squealing noises but in exchange he now has a check engine light on, which I’ll check out in the morning. I found out he has a minor oil leak on the rear seal :,) yay me, another couple hundred down the drain later
          
          he’s going back in soon to get his leak fixed and then, his first batch of modifications.
          
          anyways, goodnight :)