we all make mistakes, it’s part of life but realizing what we did wrong and move on it’s also part of life and i think it’s way more important than just messing up. nobody is perfect, because we are humans and as a humans we are allowed to make mistakes and grow. i’m sorry you feel that way and i wish there was something i could do to make you feel better.. the only thing i know is that life will get better, i can’t promise that bad things won’t happen but i hope you can learn to see the bright side in every situation, and if that situation doesn’t have a good part i hope you can have the strength to get out of that shitty situation. it’s not easy and there’ll be days that are going to be better than others but i hope you can be happy again. you are not useless, you are a really nice person and i care about you and so do others so don’t think that.. always think of yourself first. you are important, you are all that matters.
i know nothing of that helps but i want you to know that i’m here for you ❤️