If you really want to know what makes me, me? I suggest not looking in a novel or in a movie not even in a cartoon. None of those are me. I'm more of a laid back kinda chilled person. I can get crazy at times and be dramatic but only when something serious is happening. Like say if there was a spider on the wall. I wouldn't run, or scream or jump up and down yelling "daddy, daddy come kill it!" I'll leave that spider alone let it walk on my wall, make it's web and have and have a marry day. But that's only with spiders. Any other bugs i'd scream like a little girl. When I walk, I'm a fast walker. I don't like to walk slow. I kinda blame my long legs and big feet for that one. I write with my left hand. They say that people who write with their left hand are talented and smart. I find most of that true because I love to draw and I love music and I love to sing, but smart? I don't think so. I overthink alot, and I think that's the reason I freak out alot by some of the littlest things. When I'm around people I don't know to well I tend to be shy or when I'm around a guy I really like but if you're someone I've known for a long time and we're close I will talk and talk and talk and never stop. That I blame my mother. I fall fast and I fall hard when it comes to love. So for that I tend to get hurt alot. Sometimes it's really hard for me to trust beacuse of past relationships i've had. which by the way isn't alot because i haven't had many boyfriends and I think that's what makes me sad because I just feel lonely and I just want to be loved in a way that "just a friend" can't. But everybody says I'm young there's no need to rush but I feel that if I find the person I'm meant to be with, then I dont have to waste my time looking later in life. But it seems like the rest of the world don't work that way so I make my own life difficult. I always said to myself I'm a lover not a fighter, but I will fight for what I love and to me that's what really makes me, me.