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a lil vent </3 (please just leave if you wont take this seriously)
but uh- i just started to realize my friends (irl, sometimes online friends r way more supportive qwq) but like- all my friends start to leave me one by one ;-; I had a friend, let's just say her name was Kira (it's not dw) and well we were the best of friends and the day before I moved schools, she gave me a hairclip that was a pastel pink crown so I wouldn't forget her, but I finally got her new phone number recently and well- she forgot me. Instead, she remembered my other friend (let's say the other friend's name was Emma) and the thing that made me laugh, I was the one who introduced Emma to her in the first place, but somehow she ended up remembering her than me. So i basically gave up on that but still use the hairclip she gave me for reasons.
And I have another childhood friend, we promised to each other we would always be friends and stick together online or offline. But well, now she's close friends with my enemies or people I just don't get along with and we only talk if I start the conversation. She never texts me first, it's always me somehow.
and now I finally have my friend group or like a number of close friends around 4 or 5, but they start to get distant day by day, it's basically history fucking repeating itself.