DI

Nak pub balik semua. Nak tukar cover. 
          
          Rewrite? Nanti.
          
          Harap2 jgn yang tekan dan baca.

I don't know how to cope anymore.
          
          Writing can't even save me no more.
          
          All I can is cry, I'm sorry.
          I need a hug so bad.

I wanna cry. I miss wattpad. I regret the days when I abandoned my writings because I'm having a hard time. In fact, I'm almost dead. 
          
          I miss this place.
          
          This a place where I seek comfort back then. 
          
          I regret everything. I'm struggling to find my audience now. I'm writing a manuscript but I don't have many followers. 
          
          Padahal, dulu I bergiat aktif here. I write a lot. I interact a lot. 
          Depression takes away my interest, I lost track of the authors yang saya suka gila2 dulu. 
          Especially @harleenxira. 
          
          And I'm glad I find her back like I did in 2019. But the closure feels different. Not attached, her story and herself are my comfort place. 
          
          2019, waktu paling kelam. I fall into deep hole. I lost myself to depression and by time goes by, I lost everything that I ever love. Saya jauhkan diri daripada social media.
          
          I regret it. But, maybe it's for my own good.
          
          This is merely a confession, 
          
          
          Love you so much kakleen, you saved my life then and now ❤️ 

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          Just to inform you that I'm also in the process of writing a manuscript! Pray for me!