TW ; SH, SUCIDE & SA
* born to a strictly catholic family a big portion of jude's childhood revolved around the church. the church where he was taught right from wrong. after his parents divorced and his father moved away he was left without a father figure although he'd quickly warm up to priest by the name of father francis. the young boy didn't think much of it when he asked him to meet him a few hours after various services. after all he idolized him. he was a saint. impossible of doing any wrong in his eyes.
even the holiest man is a sinner, everyone sins some worse than others. father francis' sin would be one that couldn't ever be forgiven. taking a young boy's innocence from him. although he was far too young to comprehend how wrong it was it continued into his teens and that's when it clicked. that's when he came clean and father francis was found deceased. the coward having taken his own life before the consequences of his actions could catch up. although jude took his death hard and he even felt as if he was responsible for it. afterwards he became so committedn to his religion that it was concerning. every waking moment laced with prayers. seeking other people to help to drown out the guilt.
when he was 18 he decided to study, clear his record and mind and become a priest. the kind of priest father francis should've been. after years of study he finally achieved what had became his biggest goal.
