Sad_Snek_Janus

Heyyyyy… so… i kinda went off of wattpad for….. 3 years?…. Um…. I’m back! Kindof… hello!!

I hope you had happy hlidayd and an even better New Year! 

Ahhhhhhh I am so sorry, I haven’t updated any of the stuff I have and I am so sorry, I have almost no motivation and I feel bad, I’ve been working on what I can but for my actual story and not oneshots I have no idea what to do TwT someone suggested carnival and I’m thinking about it (absolutely doing it thank you so much for the recommendation) but i currently dread writing it, so far asking one of my friends to try and rp that with me a bit but I think I just have to bite the bullet and write it even if it’s not good 

Just posted a Janus oneshot book!!!! If anyones interested in it it is mainly angst and has a lot of things that can trigger people, but the first oneshot is out and might make you cry lol, enjoy!!

I’m very overstimulated and I thing had a small panic attack, I was really shaky and I couldn’t calm down, and me being me I was texting my friend pretending like I was fine while sayin in a group chat what was going on, anyway I’m shaking rn and listening to music while trying to calm down fully and if I put down my phone my chest feels like someone’s sitting on it and like there’s a rock in my gut because I can’t distract myself.

I just got back from the dentist and my cheek is swollen, numbed to the point it hurts, and my nose is also numb. 

He’s ok!! He’s just in a bad mental state!!!! He’s not dead!!!

I think my friend just offed himself I probably won’t be on much until I hear from him again or if he’s dead then you might not hear from me for a while

I DIDNT SLEEP AND READ 7 CHAPTERS OF SHADOW AND BONE WHILE BLASTING MOTHER MOTHER AND ABBA IN MY HEADPHONES AND NOW I AM READY TO FIGHT GOD

I’m on my period and I feel like I’m getting stabbed every 3 minutes