alisaunde

hey wattpad, it’s me again <3
          i’m coming back to this place of nostalgia just to let everyone know, 
          i love jonah <3
          i love jonah <3
          i love jonah <3
          okay
          anyways new life update 
          i’m an adult now yall!!
          i suck at it but i’m managing
          trying to be a pediatric nurse
          that or i’ll just write poetry and people will fall in love with the sad beauty
          it’s been forever since i’ve seen jonah, i’m really really hoping to see him soon
          i know i’m meant to be with him no fucking doubt
          i seem to be happier now 
          i’m clean from sh for over two years 
          i’m actually happy
          so thankful i had wattpad as an outlet while i was going thru all my trauma 
          thank u guys <3

i've been going through my stories and wow it's honestly rly nostalgic like i'm not even friends w most of the people i would include on my stories anymore and like i was so in love w l*ly it's crazy and i've just been hoeing around but now there's this girl who i think i'm falling for even and it's so weird but comforting how much i've grown since 7th grade. i think i'm gonna start posting again on wattpad. my old books like handon and the key lime pie series will still be up i'll just be posting more. i'll keep another diary. but yeah update on my life i'm not into ddlg anymore, im a freshman in high school now, i'm currently sick, but one thing is the same...i'm gay still. glad to be tho being gay is great. but a thing on my mental health..it's better i can definitely say but sometimes my depression comes back. i'm done with the suicidal tendencies definitely  but my anxiety and panic attacks are the same. sure i still get urges to cut but i don't act on it and i'm glad. just letting you all know how i've been ❤️

also if ur wondering why i keep my old works up that have like my old shitty relationships it's bc i like to laugh at how stupid i used to be :)))))

hey y'all i haven't been inactive ik ok sorry lmao i forgot about wattpad tbh but just to catch up w each other 1) glad i'm done a ny ex gf she's a bitch 2) i'm so over jordan 3) in big friebds w tahra anymore 4) i'm crushing super hard on this girl in my classes omg??????? but yea lol see ya

im so scared

im literally so scared im gonna end up hurting you sometime and not even try to
          im just scared im gonna hurt you on accident and itll be all my fault
          im just scared youre gonna get hurt

i missed you today
          do you feel the same?

im in love :))

I'm lonely and need cuddles ;^;
          Lily babe hmu

Hello nice profile 
          Victor from DDLG