sadbillieaholic

“been working on a plan to disappear completely, gaslighting my friends into thinking i was busy” - noah kahan

the fact that i’m 20 tomorrow is a wild thought, crazy in-fact. on my 14th birthday i was fighting for my life after attempting and now i’m the happiest i’ve been in a long time. thank goodness it didn’t work. thank goodness i met the people i’m surrounded by now. and thank goodness i learnt to protect my peace and stop people pleasing. 

i keep opening this app, wondering whether i should write again and realising that my passion seems to be dying more each day. it’s strange to think that i used to spend all day and night on this app as a way to cope and i seem to not rely on it so much anymore. i’d be lying if i said that i didn’t miss writing and updating so maybe i shall make a return to write some new books at some point, but i feel as though many of my books will remain incomplete. making a decision to stop writing them seems to close that chapter of my life for me and i think i really need some closure. however i’m certain writing will continue to be a part of my life for a while, even if that looks a little different to how it has done previously. thank you to everyone who has supported me over the years, i’m sorry that the books you love may never have an ending but i hope you understand why they cannot. i love you all, please take care of yourselves!! 

hey I have a new billie book, hint hint ;)

kinda tempted to make a return…

Hiiii just wondering if you will update “her office” again. No pressure. Just think it’s a really great book

so many of you have unfollowed since i ended nova o’connell sigh (i would too) 

starting to regret ending nova o’connell ughhhh

the end of an era.

i updated nova o’connell, i’m not sure i’m ready for your responses ummm