sadboyjae

i am forever in alongside the boys in jumpers
on bikes from schools and cars
with autumn leaves fallen sparse across the mid-afternoon
she blazed about how cultural language is an operating system
a simple interface rendered feeble and listless
when tested with a divinity or a true understanding of the human condition
i never did understand the duality of art and reality
living life and treating it as such but with a certain disconnect
to touch that cajoles at the artist with comfort and abandon
and between the spires and rolling roofs of the white city
that orange, english light cast only one, singular shadow
for you are not beside but within me