sadderthaniwas

Just watched the misfits christmas video from a few years back, and it made me so happy to wrap up my holiday with a good note. I felt so happy, and then an overwhelming amount of sadness when they were opening their gifts. I was crying and smiling and laughing, but I had no idea why. Maybe that rush was to make up for my lack of emotion the past few months, or because I’m fucking weird. All in all, I hope anyone seeing this had a good one.
          
          I’m heading to bed to dream a dream of sweet nothings.

Eyo can’t sleep haha gotta get up in 5 hours oH god 

I can't sleep
          My eyes burn
          Too lazy to get up for aspirin
          Im dreaming with my eyes open
          I can see scenarios that are so simple
          yet so complex
          How do I express my thoughts
          Without sounding foolish
          How do I stop thinking
          Even if it's only for an hour
          How do I stop ranting
          When no one cares about my thoughts
          Do I keep going
          Or stop while I'm able to

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL8Y8aLZrxl6zGwHwI601dRrWUDZ-E26hR
          
          my bop collection

bruv i got 2 solid drafts going already, but I just scrapped one entirely cause I hated it :)))

Me?
          Making stories?
          Pfft...
          well maybe