sadkidcal

if you haven't noticed, i unpublished all my stories. every time i looked at them i got secondhand embarrassment from them. i would read through them and see so many spelling &a grammar & punctual errors and idk it just made me cringe at how terrible my writing was. i enjoy writing but it gave you all false hope that i was going to come back and finish them by keeping them up. and there's so much more to life than focusing it around some famous boy who doesn't even know i exist lmfao. but i miss writing and i wanna put stuff out but idk, it's weird to me to let other people read and judge my work. i've been writing some stuff recently and just haven't had the balls to publish it and i kind of like it being private in a way. then there's no one to be rude and nasty towards it.

sadkidcal

if you haven't noticed, i unpublished all my stories. every time i looked at them i got secondhand embarrassment from them. i would read through them and see so many spelling &a grammar & punctual errors and idk it just made me cringe at how terrible my writing was. i enjoy writing but it gave you all false hope that i was going to come back and finish them by keeping them up. and there's so much more to life than focusing it around some famous boy who doesn't even know i exist lmfao. but i miss writing and i wanna put stuff out but idk, it's weird to me to let other people read and judge my work. i've been writing some stuff recently and just haven't had the balls to publish it and i kind of like it being private in a way. then there's no one to be rude and nasty towards it.

belladarci

Btw are you lowkey depressed and have zero idea what to do because that's me @ the moment

sadkidcal

i haven't been writing for a while now but i enjoy it. i just find it immature to write fan fiction bc i'm 17 and already looking into colleges and don't have time to be fantasizing and obsessing over celebrities. i still have the stories, i just unpublished them bc it false hope for people who think i'm still writing them and them telling me to update every three seconds isn't going to make me want to start writing again. i enjoy writing, don't get me wrong, i just get major writers block and begin another story before i can finish the first one and that's what made me stop writing. i lose motivation on a story and move to the next but feel like i'm letting people down, so i half-ass write an update and get embarrassed ab the work later on.
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sadkidcal

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okay so first of all, hello. second of all, fuck boys and boyfriends they all just want you for your body and cheat on u. third of all, holy shit it's been a while and i'm sorry. fifth of all, i don't fw 5sos anymore bc i've grown up and realized that surrounding my life around ppl i'll never meet is fucking lame and i need to actually live life lmao. sixth of all, i've changed A LOT

sadkidcal

omg guys i'm reading through the comments and i'm so sorry lmao. i'm not into 5sos at all anymore, and writing sexual stories ab people i haven't even looked at in like 8 months is weird for me, i'm so so so so sooo sorry for never updating and most likely never updating again.

sadkidcal

too bad i don't like 5sos anymore /:

antidotecalum

@sadkidcal are you gonna update still or delete your acc all together cause your books are 10/10 man
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blindlrh

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this is some deep shit. omg why???? X
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