boy doesn't exist now, boy 2 is now boy 1, boy 3 is now boy 2 (we talked again) (I think he thinks that 2 years as an age gap is too much tho) we now have another boy 3, I was texting him yesterday at 2 am but then I fell asleep, it is now 2 pm, been 12 hours plus on delivered, he still hasn't answered pray for me. Boy 1 has been on no contact for a few weeks I think he doesn't like me anymore.