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Hey! sorry to disturb
          If you interested in WJSN or Eunseo x Bona fanfic..
          PLEASE CHECKOUT MY NEW PUBLISHED BOOK NAMED "BULLIES WITH BENEFITS".
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/303668884?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_d

i feel like i’ll never be able to go back to my old writing and that my style has changed in a bad way,, i’m so scared

i want to write another magical school girl fic jsksjsj but this one about omg

i just want this account and the stories it holds to be something that i’m proud of, so hopefully what i write in the future will be so

i honestly don’t know why i’m writing this, as a i know no one will probably read it. but i just want to get it off my chest. i’ve been inactive for awhile, partly due to school, and also having to do with the fact that everything that i come up with just isn’t satisfying me anymore. it’s honestly applyfics in general: i feel this need to make sure that everyone’s character gets their own moment to shine, but there can’t be twelve main characters. there just can’t; it’s not how a story works. and yet when i prioritize certain characters i feel a sense of guilt, like i’m letting those appliers down. however, i’ve only had two or three consistent readers and those same appliers who i’m afraid i’m letting down haven’t read my story since the beginning. writing for applyfics just don’t make me happy anymore, and i want to go back to some of my old stuff, as well as some new stories. to everyone who read and enjoyed full moon or singulier, i truly thank you because those days when full moon began to take off made me feel so euphoric and happy. i would wake up to hundreds of notifications, and i just adored it. but no good thing lasts forever, and eventually most abandoned my story which caused me to loose interest as well. i’ve thought of leaving this account behind, but i just can’t seem to. i don’t know why, but i’ve written so many stories on here and i can’t bring myself to write on another account; it just feels wrong for some reason. i’ve had this account since the fifth grade and it has been my canvas since. i love writing and from now on i’m not going to get blinded by popularity or wanting to appease others. i literally got zero reads for three years straight so that little bit of recognition made me so so happy beyond words. but, if i’m being honest, i missed the silence. it was calming and there was no pressure to be anything or write anything. 
          
          (as a nod to my childhood), signing off,
          
          saga_star xx

Well, it was nice while it lasted.

someone just wrote me the sweetest message I don’t deserve this-

I’m thinking of deleting full moon or just discontinuing it idk

how can a font make me depressed I-

heyoooo! i will read the chapters tomorrow when i come back home, i can't read it today since i have to get ready. thanks for understanding!