Mayush

I saw the goodbyes and hellos. Crying and laughing. The cheering and the sobbing. Arriving and departing. Most of all I saw happiness and sadness being combined, love and jealousy swing as one. I saw the purest form of love here, the proudness in their eyes and the untamed patience in their heart. Wonderful how a place shows so much of combined and heavy emotions. How they hold tight never wanting to let them go. I saw the eyes wandering around the gates hoping that they would pop up and hug them. The dragging and the turning back. The one last kiss and the one last hug. The excitement and the emptiness. Waiting for gifts and wanting a glimpse. Now I'm so used to this, the goodbyes and the hellos. 
          
          - MayuCh

Today, I just feel like writing without thinking or arranging the words. Just throwing some random words that doesn’t make sense to me nor to you. Something stupid or maybe something funny. But it ends up begin sad, really sad. I don’t know about any happy endings but I would love to know. I would love to know that some people actually made it. I would love to write about it. Maybe then I’ll smile. But then again will I? I am lost in the maze of sadness, stuck behind the wall that makes me helpless time and again. I wander why. I was strong enough I thought but I’m not. Insecurities are piling up like the stack of documents in the offices that no longer are being viewed and they just keep heaping up. I don’t behave the way I use to. I’m getting possessive over every small thing and have started behaving abnormally. I’m destined to do something great but I get dragged to a different direction. And I’m misplaced. I wish I could window shop the store of happiness and see if I could smile. If I could, I would smile beautifully, really beautifully. 

Earthchild she says...
          Howling like a wolf,
          Meowing like a cat, 
          She does it so gorgeously
          Loyal like a dog and 
          Royal like a horse
          Is how I resemble her 
          Wild like the lion and
          Beautiful like the swan
          But she looks so human 
          Yet she is so earthly
          Crying in their pain and laughing when being helped. Are the possession that makes me adore her more. She wishes she could descant with them however I wish she would stay the same. Colorful like the peacock and mysterious like sunset moth. 
          
          - MayuCh