jaela

will update more from my drafts! :)

hello, my xiaolongbaos!
          
          to those waiting for updates, thank you for your patience and for still being here. your support means more than you know.
          
          take care of yourselves, okay? i love always, guys ♡

happy mother's day to your amazing moms! ❤️❤️

woah we just reached 101k reads? dang im so busy with my acads i didn't notice... thank you guys

Hey everyone, I just wanted to ask something that’s been weighing on my mind lately—just hoping to hear some honest thoughts.
          
          Imagine it’s your birthday. You’ve been through a lot lately, emotionally and mentally drained, so you just wanted one day to let go, to enjoy, to feel free even for a few hours. But then the person you love the most gets upset because of how you chose to celebrate. Maybe you laughed too much, maybe you danced too hard, maybe hug your friends, maybe you drank a little just to forget the pain for a while. But in that moment, you weren’t trying to hurt anyone—you were just trying to breathe.
          
          Would it be fair if that one night became the reason they walked away? If that single mistake, made on a day that was supposed to be about you, became enough for them to stop choosing you?
          
          Is it still called love if you’re only accepted when you’re ‘perfect’? If your down days or your small mistakes are seen as reasons to leave instead of moments to understand?
          
          I know people say communication is key, but what if you tried, over and over, but your voice no longer reached them? What if you explained yourself until your heart was tired, but they had already made up their mind?
          
          Just curious—if this happened to you, would you still fight for that love? Or would you finally let go, even if it breaks you?
          
          I’d love to hear your thoughts. Sometimes, it helps to see things through different hearts. Thank you! :)

today (04.12) is my birthday! 

happy birthday haruto! 誕生日おめ

forever a pedri girlie (⁠っ⁠˘̩⁠╭⁠╮⁠˘̩⁠)⁠っ

hi.. it's been a while 

merry christmas everyone!