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2019 has been the most fucked up, shitty ass, and one of the worst years of my life and it contains :
My worst breakup
Me being diagnosed with yet another disease
My friends are basically fucking crazy and I’m starting to think they hate me
I’m being verbally and Sometimes physically abused at school by students
I’m getting trust issues
I’m to clingy
I forgot it was pride month-
I’m hating my appearance now-a-days
Lots of miscommunication
People I love leaving me
My parents don’t even realize the fact that they neglect me sometimes.
Having to deal with toxic kpop Stans.
Not being their enough for people
My brothers are horrible n shit.
But the very few highlights of my year were:
Meeting my favorite hoes
Clowning around with my brothers
I got 3.3k on my insta
I went to my home country
I try to focus on the finer things in life, I try to focus on good memories I help me push past things.
I think the hardest thing to understand was that not everyone is gonna stay forever. In 5/6 months 2020 I’m counting on you.