"You asked,

what is the scariest part?

I answer;

the scariest part

is not the feeling of loneliness

or the darkness that fills you

despite the looming pain

of emptiness

The scariest part

is the realization

that you have lost yourself

completely

sinking in as you lay awake

At 2am

because you lost the ability to sleep

and you can't even cry

because you don't even care."

~a/d/h~~