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identical twins might not know their real names because when they're little and don't know their own names how do people tell the difference between them? like one of my friends has an identical twin and i was talking to them abt this and they were so confuzled.

sometimes i forget that not everyone thinks the same way as me so when i'm talking about something or trying to explain something and people don't get it i'm just confused as to why they don't get it. i realise that everyone is different and i think most people think their way of thinking/doing things is right when in reality someone will think every single thing you do is 'wrong'

I'm sorry if nobody cares but like. I read a book called everything grows. By the beginning of the book someone is already dead. They committed suicide. At first I didn't get why but now i've realised. The kid, James, was gay. His parents were homophobic. He wasn't allowed to be gay. Even when i knew all of that I still didn't get why.
          
          I was listening to this thing abt being in the closet and it said that if teens are stressed abt things like sexuality and gender it  can cause anxiety and depression. I also did some research of such and found out that insomnia is caused by anxiety and depression. And so is personality disorders. The more I know, the more I don't want to know. 
          
          Like the song sun goes down. I thought I understood it but after listening to it on repeat forever i realised what it really meant. I wanna run away, Don't wanna lie I don't want a life.  Lil nas X would have rather died than lied abt his sexuality. Honestly, so would I. Also 'You need an instant ease' I don't know what his ease was but I'm sad to think it was cutting. It's hard for you when you're fighting, and nobody knows it when you're silent. I didn't realise how it it was.

I LOVE YOUR THEME SO MUCHHH

Does any one have any song recomendations?

SOMEONE HELP ME
          
          
          
          
          
          
          MY SPOTIFY PLAYLIST IS TOO LONG 
          
          https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0mjuF8ZCbhpj7XQvlwuUse?si=7a8b280ef0544c84
          
          I'm going crazy

Heaps of my friends dont know about the taisho era secrets from demon slayer but if ykyk ig

My amazing day: 
          
          Me to mum: Do you love me 
          Mum: I not only love you I adore you
          Me: do you love me unconditionally 
          Mum: yes
          Me: would you love me if I was gay?
          Angry Mother: NO, I WOULD FUCKING DISOWN YOU
          
          
          
          
          and just when I was about to come out. :/

Heya! Coming to you with a jewel pun! 
          ♥ The jewel theft was caught and sent to prism.
               Lucky for him, it was a light sentence.
          Have a wonderful day and let your light shine as bright as a jewel!

Heya! I've been inactive lately but I've come to pop in with a music pun!
          ♥ The pianist was constantly hitting his head on the piano keys. When the conductor asked him what he was doing, he said "I was just playing by the ear sir".
          I hope you have an amazing day filled with the music of joy!