lilia

HELLOOO!!!! HI!!!! IS ANYONE OUT THERE?!! DOES ANYONE STILL READ THAT ONE TOGAMI FANFIC!!! Hey!!! It's me again! For the first time in, like, forever!! I know i've been gone for about a jillion years but I have a lot to say. Please bare with me for this moment.
          	
          	So, I know I disclosed this a bit throughout my writing, but while I was writing Paradise I was very depressed. I had no motivation, no confidence, I was a wreck. As a result of this, as you know, I was a poor and inconsistent writer. For which, I sincerely apologize.
          	
          	However, there's a light at the end of this tunnel. I can proudly say that I beat depression!! I'm happier and more hardworking than ever!! Also I'm still very much in love with togami
          	
          	So what does this mean for my story? I'm not sure.
          	
          	You see, there's a small snag. I'm a very self critical person and tend to get embarrassed of my work, which is what happened with paradise. In retrospect, I feel like some parts are a bit weird and far from the best the could be. Deep down I kind of want to rewrite a lot of it but I'm not sure. Any comments regarding your thoughts of the work would be much appreciated in helping me step forward.
          	
          	However, that's not the biggest issue. The past chapters are, well, the past. What we're left with is the future, which poses a great question: are any of you still interested? at all?
          	
          	I know this story brought you and me a lot of joy which is why I've felt so guilty for disappearing. I'm not sure how many of you still care.
          	
          	Either way, I'm very interested in a revival. The wall I hit in the recent chapters of my story and its plot can easily be overcame. So, any questions, comments, criticisms, thoughts, ideas, ANYTHING regarding my story would be greatly appreciated.
          	
          	I'm sorry for my absences. If i decide to continue, they're not gonna happen again. I love you all and am so grateful for the endless amounts of support you've shown both me and my story <3