saku ♡

back here to find a story i remembered and i js found out it’s being taken down for publishing ????  i followed the series from chap 2 and im acc so so proud of that writer 

OKAY BUT TELL ME WHY I SAY NO TO MY FRIENDS FOR HOCO CAUSE IK ILL GET YELLED AT IF I ASK BUT THE MINUTE I START TALKIN ABT IT SHES ALL LIKE "why arent you going?" LIKE IK YOU DID NOT JUST-

everytime someone follows me i lowkey panic and then try and figure out if i know them cause aint no way someone just stumbles across my acc- 

bro i think im high off the medicine i took for covid lmao- anyways i feel like my coach benching me really kinda fucked with my brain even though i didnt expect it to? like i just wanted to play voluntarily, not out of the actual desperation for an extra player- 

can someone explain why is it that when i try to go relax my parents shame me on how im borderline failing a college class im taking and how i dont work hard enough and why im lazy. i feel like bc im 13, and this is my eighth grade summer, i should get a couple minutes off? i just spent 8 hours studying nonstop for me to go downstairs and go straight back up- my older sis was like maybe next time n bc i was upset i said "sorry, but I have to go study because im not compotent enough and im failing this class and im not good enough" when i started crying my mom started mocking me n shit. i dont think my parents are toxic but i wanna see their pov so i dont feel as shitty ♡

lemons by byre >>>>>

imagine being so mad that sone strong, independent, stunning woman doesnt want to have your ugly ass children so you suppress every semblance to her to keep your fragile masculinity together...

@menmommymilkers @celiniethemeanie
          
          i just realized how much i am a simp for that one particular person.. help  ( ͒ ́ඉ .̫ ඉ ̀ ͒) 

@menmommymilkers i miss you </3333

just hit me that all my fictional characters arent real and i'll probably wont find love like that bc im stuck in the endless cycle of beauty standards. also i just watched a tt abt a imagine and im crying bc the person cosplaying gave the gentlest look n now im crying help