salt-and-lemonade
I'm unpublishing everything and taking a long break, goodbye guys
salt-and-lemonade
salt-and-lemonade
Sometimes feeling loved and supported makes the biggest difference. The difference between life and death for many, the difference between sticks and stones for some.
salt-and-lemonade
I'm crying now because I remembered Jonghyun and to be honest I don't think I'll ever be over him. I don't want to say the cliche thing, I don't want to sound fake or anything like that, but I genuinely miss him.
His voice, his personality, his willingness to talk about things no one else would made him unique. And now, because of the fact he's gone, I think I'm missing a part of myself.
It's just been a bad week, and thinking about him is bringing up some sad emotions too.
I miss him so much but I know I'll never get him back. I know we'll never get him back.
Selfish, huh? Me needing him so badly when I know he'll never be back. Me crying over someone I didn't even know personally when his family has to deal with the fact they lost a son and a brother.
I don't know how to word it right, the level of sorrow and self frustration and guilt I feel when I know I shouldn't feel guilt but I do.
I'm just thinking about you Jonghyun tonight, really. I'm just thinking about you, and every time I do, my heart breaks a little more.
boyfrvmthemoon
@salt-and-lemonade I'm glad it helped ^^ (and sorry for the mistakes, I had written it during class)
salt-and-lemonade
@-bakusquad- Thank you seriously, you aren't being nosey at all. It's just hard dealing with it. And finding comfort and understanding from other people is really heartwarming. Thank you for your message, I really loved it.
boyfrvmthemoon
@salt-and-lemonade This is a personal post but I feel the need to reply as someone who can I understand you completely. I've cried recently for him too, which is abnormal for me as I rarely cry, and yes, maybe we're slightly selfish, but I don't think it's something negative in this case. It's hard and it hurts and it's suffocating sometimes but we need to be strong for him and keep him with us in our minds, not for his final act but for all the great things he did before. We need to keep alive his happiness, talent and kindness and find strength in what he left behind. He won't come back but it doesn't mean he's left us alone. As long as we keep him in our hearts he's with us all the time, through thick and thin. You're not alone and it's alright to miss him and feel all this pain. We don't know him personally but we are emotionally connected to him and that doesn't make our suffering any less valid. It's okay to cry and wish for him to come back. It's all okay. Just know you're not alone. I'm sorry if this seems nosey of me considering I don't know you, but felt i should reply. If you ever want to talk, I'm here ♡
SomethingBeautiful87
Hi,
I am a new writer. I am currently writing a BxB novel on Wattpad named Just Round the Corner. It is a grown-up love story tale of 2 lovers who meet after a decade of their break-up and drama follows. If you have time could you please read the chapters and like provide your opinion on it. It is a new story and my first one at that.
Thank you for your time,
SomethingBeautiful87
salt-and-lemonade
KNK and YNB have cancelled their contract together. Youjin has left KNK but KNK is having a comeback soon as a 4 member group. Let's all take a moment to cry (or in many of our cases, years).
salt-and-lemonade
@chanmatoki I think we just made friends :)
salt-and-lemonade
@chanmatoki close! You were right about all of them but Jonghyun. It was a trick question because I like Jonghyun from CNBlue and Jonghyun from NU'EST. I'm also really happy you like underrated groups! I saw you knew who HISTORY were in your books and I teared up! It's so sad they disbanded, I'm not over it yet. Same with C-Clown and a bunch of other groups. But the group's I stan most is KNK (Hence the fanfictions), Monsta X, massively B.A.P, Imfact, and a bunch of others. I'm honestly liking too many groups and sometimes I lose count. I think around 35 group's I like. Maybe more but I'm not sure.
tarataetae
Hey hey i just wanted to know what happened to the Jaejoon fanfic...? Did you delete it? Are you planning on rewritting/repost it? I hope you are going to continue this fanfiction because i really enjoy it!
salt-and-lemonade
@KNKnock I have really bad writer's block currently and it sucks. I've created quite a few books and wrote to like chapter ten and then just stopped. I really dislike having to make my readers wait for an update for a while since I know how much waiting for an update sucks. I am sorry, and when I start up on it again, I will surely repost it. I hope you all understand. :/
InfiniteStory_8
Hey there. Thanks for the votes and comments you make on my book 'KNK Randomness'. I almost finish reading 'Homophobic' book 1, and I just realised I haven't give a single vote on it. So I'm sorry but I will do now Do anticipate for the next chapter. Jeongmal Kamsahabnida ♡
HEARTJIU
At school i got a lot of complements about my writing and story telling so im making my own book. Probably not gonna publish it tho.....