onyx

im bored so im going around and telling random people that they're beautiful, so....
          
          "You're beautiful."

BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD (^v-)☆
          
          Once you get this award, you're supposed to paste it in the ask box of 8 people (or more) who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing will happen but it's nice to know that someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out! ❤ ( ●3●)

I FUCKING love you. Don't blame yourself for that happening, I got protective because I don't want you hurt! If anything its my fault that it happened, so dont blame yourself, please. I love you ❤

When you eat food. You eat food

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Noodle 

yo dawgs idk wtf im doin anymore lmaooo

so the guy came up to me because the chick he likes didn't like him back. so he came to me, hugging on me and shit. saying he loves me and more fuckery. I laughed and said I loved him too and he went for a kiss and I held up my middle finger and said "April fools bitch" 

I rushed into the café. the bell just rung, signaling the end of the day. I saw him. I ran over to him and put on a fake smile. "why didn't you tell me you liked her?" he looks up fast "huh?" I roll my eyes "why didn't you tell me you liked her?" 
          
          he rubbed the back of his neck "I didn't know I did..." "bullshit. why didn't you tell me Julian?" he sighs and looks away "I didn't want to hurt the first person that actually loved me..."my eyes widen and I frown. 
          
          "hurt me? please " he looks at me, straight in my eyes "I was gonna tell you" "bullshit." "I was." my eyes stare back into his. I sigh and put on another fake smile "whatever. but why didn't you tell me sooner? I spilt my heart to you literally three days ago. I told you what I was feeling." "I know I know I just.... I just didn't know how to tell you..." 
          
          I stare at him with a blank face. "my excuse isn't a good one ok? I know it sounds like I just said it so you'll believe me but I'm serious.." he said quietly. I look at the doors. I could just walk out. I look at him and fake a giggle "whatever. I'm happy for you." he looks at me.
          
          "really...?" I nod "yea! look, you moved on. my turn. just like video games. but is she hurts the person i love the most, I pop her boob." he grins and hugs me tightly "thanks abi!" I slowly hug back "of course Julian...." the girl comes up behind him "hey!! ready? our bus is here!!" he smiles and nods "bye abi, see you Monday." he waved and left. I stare at him leaving 
          
          "yea... see you monday..." I tear up quickly. I walk outside and see my friends wave me over "YOU'RE a fucking dumbass abi... letting him go thinking your happy even though you're not..." I hug myself and wipe my upcoming tears. 
          
          《{what happened friday, 3:30-3:45}》 

if anyone wants to buy me David dobrik merch I'll love you for ever. hell I'll marry you. ok that's all. :)