i’m so scared
i feel like i’m too much, i come off too strong
i just want someone to like me for who i am
someone to care
i’m not good at these things or putting myself out there and being introverted and struggling with social anxiety makes it a lot harder
i don’t know how to help myself or get better at these things, especially if i don’t even try.
but how can i try? i live in constant fear of these things
but i can’t progress without them, and i can’t evolve as a human when i’m lacking things i wish to be fulfilled.
every person i have felt a sense of admiration or romance towards didn’t work out, how can i stay motivated?
i have a lot in my heart to give but people don’t give me the chance to express it
i just need time and patience
and i need to work on and for myself
i’m so scared
i have a date sunday i’m scared
