I seriously didn't understand the true meaning behind beautiful small memories I had with the friends. Until I moved, its crazy to me how little moments like that actually turned out to be the best moments of my life. I'm not very happy truly anymore, I also don't have such lovely people beside me every day. It really taught me to be grateful. Though I'm not the happiest right now, I wish to achieve that again like I did last year! Starting from absolute scratch, I didn't reliese how hard it would be on me mentally. I know no ones reads this, but I just wanted to rant about my life currently. And please guys if you have something that truly makes you happy, cherish it with every fiber within you.