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heyy yall! i opened a discords server hahaha you can join it.
          	
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ik its been almost 2 weeks since a new chapter but i havent been feeling so good these few days. this whole heeseung situation is lowk hurting me a lot, and i may not be able to get over it. apart from heeseung life lately has been... interesting, every day i wake up not knowing what to except... 
          
          im stressed with my education, and some other stuff and its really hard to focus on multiple things at once, knowing that they're people waiting for the next chapter.
          
          this chapter is super long which is really tiring for me to write. i want to thank you guys for the patience and im sorry but chapter 11 may not come around any time soon, dont look forward do it, im sure theres other stuff that are more important.
          
          i love you guys, and trust me heeseung will be coming back (dont forget to sign the petition https://c.org/RFVnvM9zTM )

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@MeDaCat hi babe, yes the excitement is real and should be necessary, but theres something u need to know, i am not updating stage any longer for the sake of my mental health. yes heeseung leaving left our jaws wide open but that isnt the only reason, ive lost motivation for everything and i rarely find time to update, that being said, chapter 11 is a struggle since it exceeds over 12,000 words. plz dont depend on an update, depend on me being sane after all of this. 
            
            someone enroll me in the mental hospital.
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heeseung leaving enhypen? wow im so shocked, honestly its sickening.  i couldnt believe my eyes the first time i saw it and now i sadly have to face the truth. 
          
          i cant do anything about him joining back but in my honest opinion i honestly thing its belift and not heeseung himself. as being an engene since iland and rooting for ni-ki and hee to debut, its caught my attention that belift doesnt treat idols very well. heeseung couldve been a soloist while being in enhypen and yeonjun from txt and jungkook from bts are perfect examples of that.
          
          i know for a fact heeseung would want a solo career and he has been showing signs, but i honestly dont think he would want to leave a group he's been a part of for 6 years. 
          
          i sobbed the entire day and yet stil sobbing and it hurts, i cant do anything and i hope he has a successful solo career. i had so many books in plan for heeseung and it hurts to know enhypen is now ot6. nevertheless, i will never stop supporting enhypen and supporting heeseungs debut for his solo career.
          
          theres a petition to sign to tell belift to bring him back lemme know if u want it.
          
          -sami

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omg, i get off of wattpad for so long and i come back to see my book has 416 reads?? this means so much to me, ik i dont have so many reads to be  happy, but im just a girl who gets happy over little things! 
          
          thank you so much to the people who take time out of there day to read what i write! lets hope this book hits 1k before i finsih it!

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hii guys!!
          i know i was supposed to publish it earlier, lets not talk about that.
          
          i got rly busy and i deleted the chapter cause it lowk sucked and i re wrote it, yet i still sucks. im just posting it cause im so done with re making it.
          this chapter was supposed to come out on saturday but i couldnt publish it on time. after 5 days of ghosting yalll, here is chapter 10!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1612180851-stage-nishimura-riki-10-alignment

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why is does wattpad hate me. it just glitched and deleted my entire draft for chapter 8... i was supposed to post a chapter today but wattpad couldnt have my stupid works and i dont even remember what i wrote and now im starting from starch. IM SO SORRY GUYS