samiimura_

hi guys... i didn't think id come to make this announcement.... but im officially on an hiatus. it would've been more wonderful if i at least finished my first book and left. but these days i cannot find the motivation i need. i wont permanently leave, im just taking a break until i can come back and write and become a better person. 
          	
          	stage will be discontinued as well, and who knows how long it may take for me to come back. I will miss all of u guys in the meanwhile. and i promise i will be back
          	
          	kisses to you all !
          	- sami

nrikkii

@samiimura_ My baby sami :(( i hope you find your motivation cutie 
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-y4ngwon

moots?

samiimura_

oops sorry for the confusion sweet pea, i followed and yes i will check ur book out !
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-y4ngwon

@samiimura_ i mean follow for follow, btw will you see my book?
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samiimura_

@-y4ngwon yes ofc!! if u have discord may i have it, i like getting closer to moots!
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samiimura_

hi guys... i didn't think id come to make this announcement.... but im officially on an hiatus. it would've been more wonderful if i at least finished my first book and left. but these days i cannot find the motivation i need. i wont permanently leave, im just taking a break until i can come back and write and become a better person. 
          
          stage will be discontinued as well, and who knows how long it may take for me to come back. I will miss all of u guys in the meanwhile. and i promise i will be back
          
          kisses to you all !
          - sami

nrikkii

@samiimura_ My baby sami :(( i hope you find your motivation cutie 
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samiimura_

to all my confused beings, saying "STAGE IS GONE WHAT HAPPENED?!" i am officially revamping stage because it sickens me to the DEATH. the name y/n makes me cringe so hard and i wrote this book when i didn't know how to write AT ALL. of course the plot and everything will remain to be the same, but i am fixing up every mistake because what the heck... ik its a little too EARLY be revamping since im a baby author and no one really reads my books, but really i want to do whats best for you guys and my books. i hope this goes well and you guys look forward to stage 2.0 !!

y00qre

@samiimura_ trust the process, trust me, can’t wait to read the book!!!
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samiimura_

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HELLO? 1K ON STAGE? WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF  WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK ON FUCKING EARTH? IK 1K ISNT THAT BIG OF A DEAL BUT IT IS WTH? OMG IM SO SURPRISED !! thank you guys so much my happiness is not matched, 1k means so much to me as a small author omg, i hope by soon i can maybe even get 2k. ik chapter 11 hasn't been out for a while, im on a hiatus guys, i try to write the chapter everyday with as much as i can but really i cant find myself to finish it, seeing i got 1k reads, it makes me so happy, and i will be dropping chapter 11 as soon as possible i promise
          
          just know if i magically delete stage, it's because im changing something, just letting you know,
          
          thank you guys so much it means to much and i cant wait to see your reactions for the rest of the book! 
          
          - sami

samiimura_

ik its been almost 2 weeks since a new chapter but i havent been feeling so good these few days. this whole heeseung situation is lowk hurting me a lot, and i may not be able to get over it. apart from heeseung life lately has been... interesting, every day i wake up not knowing what to except... 
          
          im stressed with my education, and some other stuff and its really hard to focus on multiple things at once, knowing that they're people waiting for the next chapter.
          
          this chapter is super long which is really tiring for me to write. i want to thank you guys for the patience and im sorry but chapter 11 may not come around any time soon, dont look forward do it, im sure theres other stuff that are more important.
          
          i love you guys, and trust me heeseung will be coming back (dont forget to sign the petition https://c.org/RFVnvM9zTM )

samiimura_

@MeDaCat hi babe, yes the excitement is real and should be necessary, but theres something u need to know, i am not updating stage any longer for the sake of my mental health. yes heeseung leaving left our jaws wide open but that isnt the only reason, ive lost motivation for everything and i rarely find time to update, that being said, chapter 11 is a struggle since it exceeds over 12,000 words. plz dont depend on an update, depend on me being sane after all of this. 
            
            someone enroll me in the mental hospital.
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MeDaCat

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MeDaCat

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samiimura_

heeseung leaving enhypen? wow im so shocked, honestly its sickening.  i couldnt believe my eyes the first time i saw it and now i sadly have to face the truth. 
          
          i cant do anything about him joining back but in my honest opinion i honestly thing its belift and not heeseung himself. as being an engene since iland and rooting for ni-ki and hee to debut, its caught my attention that belift doesnt treat idols very well. heeseung couldve been a soloist while being in enhypen and yeonjun from txt and jungkook from bts are perfect examples of that.
          
          i know for a fact heeseung would want a solo career and he has been showing signs, but i honestly dont think he would want to leave a group he's been a part of for 6 years. 
          
          i sobbed the entire day and yet stil sobbing and it hurts, i cant do anything and i hope he has a successful solo career. i had so many books in plan for heeseung and it hurts to know enhypen is now ot6. nevertheless, i will never stop supporting enhypen and supporting heeseungs debut for his solo career.
          
          theres a petition to sign to tell belift to bring him back lemme know if u want it.
          
          -sami