Samira Alvarez

I’ll try to write again now that IM FINALLY DONE WITH FINALSSS (I still have a project to hand in on Monday but other than that I’m free)
          To be completely honest with y’all: stranger things season 5 has me in a chokehold
          And what I actually mean by that is what the fuck did the Duffer brothers give Finn Wolfhard? He looks so handsome STOP
          So it’s hard to focus on an Aidan fanfic but I’ll try my best!
          Anyway I’m going to a party later and I’m so tired but I promised I’d go so yeah lol

“No one sees you, no one hears you, they talk behind your back and think you don’t listen, but you do. You always do. And they think you’re made of iron. And they think you’re strong enough to pretend it doesn’t hurt you. But it does. It hurts. A lot. And I wonder how? I wonder how can they just be mean. Like really mean. I am a person. I have feelings too. Why do my feelings… not matter?”
          - Me

I literally finished reading the ballad of songbirds and snakes very late at night and got no sleep and I’m still traumatized
          I can’t write again ffs help

I love how you can definitely tell which book I’m reading based off which fanfic of mine you’re reading.
          
          For reference: I was reading the red Queen saga when writing lovebirds since youth’s finale.
          And I am reading the ballad of songbirds and snakes now that I’m writing almost isn’t enough.

I know it’s late where I’m from but I just felt like doing something before going to bed and well I ended up writing lmao
          
          Man how hard it is to write something that’s actually good and not boring
          
          Alright I might be uploading more stuff soon, talk to y’all later, good night!!

Aw man I still remember when I was printing and cutting out photos of Aidan for the lovebirds since youth book cover
          That was a good day ngl

Hi hello
          Happy Halloween (ehem late I know, I expected to go to a Halloween party and then it got cancelled dammit)
          Anyway I came on here to let y’all know I’m still here (? lol
          I will update (as soon as I get inspiration I promise)
          And I’ve been obsessed with webtooons rn
          I recommend “Honey Lemon” and “no marriage is perfect”
          Anyway I hope you have a great day!!

Esta última semana estuve en tres rodajes diferentes y este es el cuarto (ayuda)
          Nunca más me vuelvo a quejar de que no estamos haciendo rodajes ni nada relacionado al cine lo juro
          Pq eso venia diciendo todo el primer semestre y en una semana me cerraron la boca
          En fin, a que iba con esto? Que ya estoy más experimentada como para describir el ambiente en un set de rodaje (o sea para editar Lovebirds since youth ya estoy más que cualificada jejejejejeje)
          Y nada eso, ando con estrés a mil
          Espero este sea el último rodaje en unas semanas (entre un poco en contra de mi voluntad pero por amor a mis amigues)

I was having a dilemma yesterday with almost isn’t enough and well, let’s just say I lost to myself lol
          Also, I just finished all my midterms!! I’ll try to keep up with the chapters cause I also wanna watch movies hehe
          
          Estaba teniendo un dilema mental ayer con el libro de almost isn’t enough y bueno solo digamos que perdí contra mi misma JAJAJA
          Por cierto ya terminé mis parciales!! Voy a intentar de subir más capítulos pq tmb quiero ver peliculas jejejeje

I need the Aidan Gallagher fandom to be like it used to cause yo girl (me) can’t write as long as the fandom is as dead as it is and also kinda toxic sometimes
          
          Yo necesito que el fandom de Aidan Gallagher sea como solía ser pq yo acá no puedo escribir mientras el fandom siga así de muerto y a veces hasta tóxico