sammeh135

Terrible day today. I had almost jumped off a bridge. A random person talked me out of it. I still want to die. My girlfriend said that if i died, she would also die. 
          	
          	~ Samuel 
          	       
          	
          	LIFE SUCKS
          	
          	Well, at least mine does.
          	 
          	 I don't know about your life.

IOnlyRpDestiel

Keep on going. Push through whatever life throws at you. You can do this
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MashleyMeromeSkylox

It's been exactly two weeks since I got the message saying you had passed away. I wish I could've helped more. It makes me feel guilty. I feel like I should have helped you more than I did. I'm so sorry. I don't know if you passed on the 21st or your mom messaged me then. Either way. I'm saying that's the date unless I hear otherwise. 
          
          Rip Sammeh. 06/21/2016

MashleyMeromeSkylox

Rip Sammeh. 
          
          I wish I could've been there more for you. I'm so sorry I couldn't have helped better. If his mom sees this I'm sorry for your loss and your family is in my thoughts. This world is going to miss you, no matter how much you thought opposite, you will be missed. 
          
          Fly high Sammeh.

sammeh135

Terrible day today. I had almost jumped off a bridge. A random person talked me out of it. I still want to die. My girlfriend said that if i died, she would also die. 
          
          ~ Samuel 
                 
          
          LIFE SUCKS
          
          Well, at least mine does.
           
           I don't know about your life.

IOnlyRpDestiel

Keep on going. Push through whatever life throws at you. You can do this
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sammeh135

I just want to die. nobody would notice. my suicide note is done.I want to die. I belong in hell. God hates me. Satan hates me. I have one friend, my girlfriend. I doubt anyone will even read this or my profile story. why would they. it's nothing. I'm nothing. my life is nothing.

ThatWildZombie

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I would notice. Your girlfriend would notice. People WILL notice. 
            I can't say that I know exactly how you feel, but I do understand. Maybe you should listen to your own advice, it's not worth it. Every cut, every tear.  In the long run, none of it is worth it. I can promise you, that even though you may not think so now, someone will cry for you. Someone will mourn for you. Someone will stay up every night thinking about you with tears streaming down their cheeks. God and Satan can fuck themselves for all I care. You are important. No matter what, you ARE important. You ALWAYS have been. Don't do something that will tear someone's heart in two. Bad things are always bound to happen, what makes life worth living is that fact that good things will always follow. I don't know you very well at all, I'm a stranger, but I do care.
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sammeh135

my gf is now my bg pic. the bullies are still here. my gf is helping me through it. she is also suicidal. I love her. very much. if she dies I die. if she cuts I cut. when she is bullied, I stand up for her.she does not have any social media. her bullies are my bullies. our class rings are the same, with each others name on it. I plan to propose to her after I graduate. she says I'm the best thing in her life. that she will love me forever and always. I already gave her a promise ring. I want you all to know I love you all very much.
          
          -Samuel

sammeh135

I want to kill myself........ I want to in 5 days......I have nothing to live for, so why should I be here

ADorkInBlack

@sammeh135 Hey please I'm absolutely serious I'd love to get to know you you seem like a tormented soul and I'd love to help seriously just dm me and I WILL LISTEN  no joke it will help I don't like seeing people threaten themselves because they cant handle everything that goes on in their life so please I'm genuinley asking to be your friend... Tammy
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