EXPLAINATION:
I had a CCD class today, and it was really eye opening for me. We talked about what society says is okay vs what really is okay, and what the church teaches. We talked about societies influence on us and I realized that I normally would never write something like the stories I've written, and I wouldn't want anyone I know knowing that I wrote this. I would never have sex with someone if I wasn't married to him. I would never cheat on anyone, I would never bully anyone but here I am writing about two guys having sex and getting married and people bullying other people. I don't want this to be who I am. I would never watch porn, but why is reading or writing it any different? So I'm finishing these books and I'm not continuing to write Boyxboy. I'll leave the stories up, but I'm deleting wattpad for a while, and I'll probably make a whole new account if I ever want to write again, because this account has changed me. It's impacted me in both positive and negative ways, but I can't do this. I'm going against what I tell myself I believe, and I'm going against what my God tells me. And for those of you who don't know, I am Christian and I am very involved with my church as well. I'm sorry that it took me this long to notice, but I'm glad I did. I published what I wrote of chapter 13 of Dare, and that's it. I'll leave my wattpad up for a week or so maybe, to talk to you guys a little more but then I'm deleting. With that said, This is the end of @sammysgurl_ thank you to everyone who read my stories and enjoyed what I wrote, I never would've found myself without you guys
AND FOR THOSE OF YOU READING LL:
When I make a new account, if I make a new account, I will re-write Little Lawley, probably with all new characters (I'll keep Ryan) but it will be the same main idea, maybe less sex, although that is what you seem to like so I don't know. I'll come back if I do redo LL, and I'll tell you all of the information.
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