I miss you Tristan. I miss you. We all do. I saw your family. They're devastated. I was hoping it was a joke. I prayed that you would just show up. I wanted so very badly for you to walk down that aisle with that beautiful smile of yours, but you never did. I wanted to talk to you one last time. I was waiting for you to come back. I hoped i could find the courage to talk to you about it. I never did. I was scared that this would happen, but i didn't say a thing. I didn't say a word. But imagine if i had. What if i did. What if i asked you about it? Could i have helped? I'll never know now. I can only dream. I just wish i could see you one last time. I wish that i had a moment with you. I wish that i could be with you. Tristan. I love you. You will forever be etched into my heart. I hope the angels realize the treasure they have. I pray to God that your pain is gone. I hope that you can truly smile now. I know that you're in Heaven. That gives me hope at least. I can rest easier knowing that you'll never feel that pain that drove you to leave again.
Fly high, Tristan.
