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I have invested too much for this friendship to work. I chose to spend my weekends with ya'll here in the city rather than go home to my family. I chose to stay in the city just to have a stable and fast internet connection to communicate with ya'll instead of heeding my other friends' request, (who, by the way, have already proved their worth and loyalty to me way longer than you ever had) that I spend some time with them. I've gone out of my way just to be with ya'll during gala's and food trip. I found the internship for all of us. I had included you in my future plans. I have accompanied you to where you wanna go and comforted you during the time that you had a conflict with your dad. I have done so many things for you that wouldn't fit into the screen of my computer or even a pad of paper. And just because of that simple slip up, you decided that ya'll ignore me? Make fun of me? Talk about me when you know I'm just a few feet away from you and you don't care if I'm hurting or not? Do you even know how much bullshit I have to put up with everyday just to survive? You're lucky that you're born in a privileged family. I don't want to count but in ratio, I have done so much more compared to what you've done for me - solely me. And I didn't ask for something back. Not even once did I complain that you have hurt me with your jokes. Not even once did I complain to you that I don't want to meet up with ya'll that early in the morning. You didn't hear from me any single contradiction to your requests even though I had a hard time accomplishing them. You didn't hear a single protest from me when you have deliberately contradicted what I want to happen. I was just a puppet in the group, I believe. Simpleng sunud-sunuran sa mga kapritso ninyo. Ako naman si tanga, nagpauto. And now you would say that ya'll didn't tell me to do those things. That it's all my fault?
