not here anymore

If any of you wanna know I changed account, i went to @shixhann

kind of back on my account ? idk if ill be able to post often since i have a lot of things whome i struggle with but i will try

I hate this creeping feeling that my closest friends don't care about me and find me deeply annoying and dramatic. It hurts to think that they could possibly think that. It hurts to know that they actually do...

Yo i'M back
          Sorry for the hiatus guys

i am craving
          to escape the
          earth
          
          for the ground
          to finally
          become home.

people are freaking damn jokes seriously
          are you fucking kidding me
          stop playing shits oh my god

could you maybe read my truth untold poetry book ?
          i want to know if they're good :(

I 
          I almost can't breath ???
          Why am i having a panic attack this late
          I want to sleep

Is someone here??
          I just need someone to talk to to calm me down

I'm having a panic attack