Heelovejakey🤍💚

        The thought of celebrating 10.09.2026 without Heeseung 
                  The thought of listening to Highway 1009 without him when HEE is the one who produced the song just for us, Engene...
                  The thought of Heeseung celebrating his birthday for the first time without his members...
                  The thought of Heeseung not calling us "ENGENE" anymore...
                    It hurts soo much...
          Pls pls pls come back Heeseung...
          Enhypen feels incomplete without you...
          I'm used to seeing the 7 of you, I can't easily accept 6+1 thing. I can't adapt to this new situation... 
           ENHYPEN WAS,IS, WILL ALWAYS BE 7 FOREVER AND EVER ♾️ 
          

        Till March 9, I was watching en-clock. 
          I don't know but I feel like re-watching all of a sudden, so I did. 
                    I don't know but maybe the universe is telling me to watched knowing that I won't watched them anymore starting from March 10.......
               Just tell me that this is all a dream... a very bad dream.....
          I miss them, I miss them being together,being 7.......
          I want to see them, I want to watch their video 
          I want to continue my unfinished en-clock episode...
          But I can't.......  
          I see them, I see them being 7 in that en-clock,I could just feign my myself into believing that they are still 7 but deep in my heart I knew it... 
          I knew it's not the same anymore.... 
                   They told me it's already a month and that I have to move on, if it was that easy i would have done that right away because the grief, the emotion, I'm going through, the feelings, it's too much, my heart feels soo heavy.
           
                  They say "when life give you lemon , make it a lemonade". 
          But what  if the "Lemonade" is the one that is sweetening your life too much too the point it become bland for your taste..
              I don't blame ENHYPEN for anything I'm going through it's just that the "one" I have been putting my love,my trust,my happiness to escape reality cause reality is too harsh seems to turn their back on me... I feel like a abandoned little girl.... I feel like I have fallen in a dark deep hole with no one to help me...
                        Seems like I will be trap in this hole for a long time....
             
           

It's already one month since Heeseung left ENHYPEN.....
          But I'm still stuck on March 10...
          He already has an ig account.
          50% I'm happy, another 50%, I realised the possibility of bringing him back to ENHYPEN is quite low...
          Does it has to be like this...??
          Why?? 
          I'm not an emotionally strong person...
          The connection I feel with them is deep.
          From Iland till now, I'm always with them.....
          And now I have to move on leaving one member behind????
          Heeseung can pursue solo while still being a part of Enhypen...
          Other idol can do,  but Heeseung can't???
          If you say it's because their schedule is tight then why is it like that??
          I have never seen a 4 genz group working non-stop like enhypen.
          Now they are not a 1 year old or rookies group anymore.
          They should have a bit of freedom.
          They had their comeback on 16 january, thats like 1 and half month and now they are working on new album and world tour??? That lasted till 2027??
          Enhypen ain't not machine, they are "human"
          Pls don't do this.......
          Pls 
          Let the seven of them stay together.
          You can't simply seperate a family like this..
          Pls pls pls....

Olá! Posso divulgar minha fanfic? Se não gostar pode apagar e desculpe-me desde já.
          
          Sinopse:
          
          Jay vive tranquilamente com seus amigos em um apartamento, até que um novo aluno, Jungwon, chega à sua escola. Com uma aparência adorável, Jungwon logo chama a atenção de Jay. No entanto, ao conhecê-lo melhor, Jay descobre que Jungwon esconde um segredo sombrio: Conforme o relacionamento entre eles se desenvolve, segredos perigosos são revelados, ameaçando não apenas o amor deles, mas também suas vidas. O que esses segredos significam, e até onde eles estão dispostos a ir para proteger um ao outro?
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/284608067?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=opsriki

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