sapphicreverie
"i know you’d stay no matter how unavailable i am, and that’s exactly why i had to leave first. because the longer you stayed, the more you’d start loving someone who could never give you the same kind of love back."
sapphicreverie
bplouise
Hi, Canvas and Chaos is a masterpiece. I can't put into words what I really feel after reading the story. I smiled, laughed and cried (of course because of joy) while reading it. I really really love it. Thank you for your hardwork.
sapphicreverie
Tell me a red flag about yourself.
me first: i’m emotionally unavailable, aloof. i disappear when things start to feel real, act like i don’t care even when i do, keep people at a distance, and leave before anyone gets the chance to leave me first. that’s why most of the stories i write have the same personality, because i keep putting parts of myself into them without even realizing it, the way they act, the way they pull away, the way they struggle to open up, it all comes from me in some way
IminathSophue
My red flag is that I feel undeserving of the same devout, yearned ethereal type of love that I crave, the ones I write about in my poems. I feel like an imposter in my own life. Feeling too deeply, too blunt and straightforwardly. And the overthinker im me already sees my partner pulling away because of that, days ahead, if not weeks ahead.
sapphicreverie
@lmsyfangirl oh same, i believe in love too, just not for me. i can understand it, even admire it in others, but when it’s my turn, it always feels like something that slips away before it even starts.
lmsyfangirl
oh that was personal
in my case my stories are like a safe place bc in real life people don’t love like I always dreamt and like te way I do. It’s a lie or even a dream to come true, because in my country people don’t love at all, just fvck. I believe in love though, but just not in my life.
Maybe i am the problem ik bc maybe i’m loving too much
sapphicreverie
khem_jira
Gawa ka din po friends with Benefits sa enjoyjune short po
sapphicreverie
@Osawatt it's not visible here rn
sapphicreverie
@Osawatt hiii
sapphicreverie
i just wanna say hellooo~
sapphicreverie
besides making stories, another thing i really love is taking pictures of the moon. i like looking at it every night, even when i’m tired or busy. it feels calm and quiet, like it understands me without saying anything. sometimes i just sit and stare at it for a long time, thinking about random things and letting my mind rest.
https://www.instagram.com/p/DW4RfI2kkQ6/?igsh=MTdoNTJ6ZWQzM3VmZA==
dragonthefirequeen
Girl are you still alive? Haven’t seen your stories in ages. I’m so impatient heheh