saraaa78

قيرل.. طلعتلي صوتّتي للرواية وجاني فضول نشوف فوتو بروفيل تاعك ومنها للمنصة.. 
          سوري على لي راه يصرا معاك.. بصح تفكري دايما بلي تقدرليها.. لوالدين تع صح زهر و نتي ماكيش أول ولا اخر وحدة تعاني هاك.. طبعا مانيش نقلك نورمال وتحملي.. بلعكس أي وحدة بلاصتك رح تطرطق.. 
          لمهم نتمنى تكوني غايا درك و سمحيلي لا تدخلت بمساحتك شخصية، نوعدك آخر مرة.. 
          ماكيش مجبورة تردي عليا ولا تحبسي قراية بسبتي، نورمال تقدري تمحيه و تكملي عادي 
          غير بغيت نقلك ماكيش وحدك و متأكدة نتي حلوة سكر.. إذا تسحقي تهدري ولا ني هنا ♡

I'm tired exhausted  from my mom the only thing she ever does is screaming at me all day long for no fucking reason at all I'm tired of seeing her love every one of my siblings  but not me I'm tired of it I'm tired of her never taking my side I'm tired of her  blaming me for my dad abuse I'm sick of it  I can't take any more she drives me crazy  and the fact that she goes to a family wading and when they ask about me she keeps saying that they're better off with out me and talking of how much I'm" ugly " for her and not even hiding it  and then acting surprised when I have no fucking presently and how shy I'm and how I don't even talk like normal human  and yes mom I remember every time you said you want me dead and how much you hate me and yes I heard you  talking shit about me to my dad to my brother's and sisters and yes I heard you talking about how ugly I'm and no I'm nit forgiving you 

is it ever going to be better am so fucking sick and tired  it's been since 8 am now 16 will I ever live will I ever forget  at this point there's no  solution the only way it's to die and I hope it happens today before tomorrow 

ماكو يمي