@--SoConfused Am I really just now replying? Gosh, we have so much to talk about. lol I still remember that nickname. I thank and give credit to Scooby Doo.
@--SoConfused ^-^ I don't know. I think it's because in reality the story is so complicated whereas in the story, I could uncomplicate them with a sentence or two. I could change it all. It's like I have an internal editor saying, "no, stick to the storyline."
I'll miss you. I'll miss the hugs and kisses when I needed them. I say I'll move on but will I really? Can I let go of this fairy tale of ours that we've made into such a beautiful love story? The smiles in the moonlight whenever we got the chance to be together at night. Even though, I am so afraid of the dark... I feel safer with you if you're holding me. There's a part of me that I'm leaving behind here in this place... not just with you but with friends and family too. You gave me some strength when I desperately needed it. You caught me in your hands and now my heart is breaking... but for now I'll try to be as happy as I can. I know goodbye is so close. Will I say it? Will I say that word or will I simply walk away? Not so simple though when my heart is falling to my feet and hitting the ground in microscopic pieces. You gave me your time and attention and love... What more is there to ask for? Could I stay here? The answer is no... No, but my love will stay. Remember me when I'm gone. I'll always remember you.
Write. Even if it's only a sentence or two, still write. That passion to write should be your drive every day. Whether it be at night, in the early morning, mid-day, or just on a napkin at a cafe. Write, so that light of yours doesn't go out. <3
Like strawberry wine and seventeen
The hot July moon saw everything
My first taste of love, oh bittersweet
The green on the vine
Like strawberry wine- Lyrics from Strawberry Wine by Deana Carter