sarakyn

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sarakyn

Hello pretty people! I know I’ve been mia for a while now and I’m truly sorry for that. It’s just been really depressing lately and studies have completely drained me. But I promise I’ll continue my current book, it’s just going to take a little time. It’s not even writer’s block…I just feel so bad TT

sarakyn

Being a JEE aspirant is killing me

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@lvnglysunoo Istg I don't understand shit anymore and now I have a crush on my maths teacher as well....way to go
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sarakyn

okay story time (and maybe a little spoiler for my next oneshot??)
          
          so, i’m in my second year of higher secondary which is basically 12th grade. there’s this maths teacher in my coaching. and okay, i won’t exaggerate and call him breathtaking or anything but he is attractive. not the kind of attractive that makes people turn heads or whisper about him. it’s more subtle than that. (also, a point to highlight, he's 9 years older than me. the age gap actually is not that huge imo, or I am just a simp)
          
          at first i didn’t feel anything. he just looked like, well, a regular teacher. but then slowly as i started noticing him more, my heart started doing these wild little flips. it’s the way he carries himself, his calm demeanor, that gentle voice and the concern he showed me when i was sick. it wasn’t anything grand, just small moments, but they stuck with me.
          and yet for some reason, he can never remember my name. like... seriously? it’s not that hard, ugh.
          
          anyway, i’m not even sure why i’m putting this out here. maybe because i have no one to talk to about it. if i did, they’d probably look at me like i’ve grown a second head. i know nothing can really come out of this. it’s just a student teacher thing. but still, i can’t help it. i just... feel things. 
          
          And maybe, just maybe, i’ll write a story about it featuring Heesun and give it the happy ending it could never have in real life. maybe some things are meant to live in fiction.
          
          also, tell me if am i broken for having a crush on my maths teacher?
          
          anyway, love you guysss so much.
          –sara ♡
          
          

DegelCaramiel

@sarakyn GIRL, it's ok to have a crush on your teacher. We can't really control our feelings. We had a social science teacher back when I was in my 7th grade and many of my seniors had a crush on him, because he was attractive in a manly way. So you're not broken for having a crush on your teacher, it might just be infatuation too, who knows (⁠⊃⁠。⁠•́⁠‿⁠•̀⁠。⁠)⁠⊃
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sarakyn

So I’ve been off all my socials for two months now, basically living under a rock but that doesn’t mean I’m not still delulu, because when I came across Sunoo’s “Infinite Loop” reel today, legit Potato from Jinx popped into my mind. And I thought I was the only one seeing it, but turns out some other engenes noticed it too. AND THE FACT THAT IN JINX, POTATO AND HEESUNG ACTUALLY HAVE SMEX?? I’M TELLING YOU GUYS, SUNOO IS HINTING SOMETHING

hsnlvechothr

@sarakyn omgg then I am not the only one who thinks this way 
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sarakyn

The floods in Northeast India are getting really scary right now. My whole house is almost underwater, our inverter is also out of power, we're almost out of drinking water and I have an exam tomorrow. Fvck everything 

DegelCaramiel

@sarakyn I heard on the news... I hope everything settles down soon..
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DreamyMochi_09

@sarakyn omg are I ok pls be safe 
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sarakyn

Hellooo!! So it's actually my birthday today (yay me! ) I was planning to post a oneshot I had sitting in my drafts but it still needs some proof checking and I just didn’t get the time. My exams start tomorrow (worst birthday gift ever right?). I'm so sorry for disappearing but I’ll have to vanish again for the next week too. But I swear the wait will be totally worth it!
          
          Ciao for now~

heesnlvr

@sarakyn exactly girl exactly T~T
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Midnight6180

@sarakyn yoo I’d literally cry out of  happiness if that happened 
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