No longer using. Thank you to all who actually read my things, it meant a lot to me. But I'm moving on from fan fics to work on my own canon characters and writing, on another account and privately.
It's not the same for me to be characters that already exist. Doesn't make me feel as creative and genuine. Additionally I've got to focus on my mental health, writing with my own characters helps keep me grounded. I can't pressure myself more than I already do. I hope people will understand. 
I'm grateful for all who supported the stories. (I'm shit at sentimental things so I seem cold.)

Take care everyone.