satanicsexd0ll

me and my two mindsets have decided that i no longer exist. thank you for coming to my ted talk.

i miss our long talks where i could feel everything she was feeling. it was like we were two parts of one person. she told me she loved me when i was too scared to tell her first. i wish things would’ve happened differently. i wish she still talked to me sometimes. i’m gonna call her today. i need to know what’s going on. why she’s being so distant. so cold.

she haunts my dreams. every. single. night. it feels so real when i’m dreaming but i wake up and i’m forced to be one with reality. i’m forced to be further away from her than i could’ve ever imagined. i say i’m done with her. i always do. i could never leave her behind though. forever and always, ***. 

OMG JUNKO RLLY SAID HAHA FUK YOU I BE THRIVING BITCHES

i’m staying up watching fucking danganrompa and nobody can stop me 

why have i been sober but still tripping balls for the past three days i’m so scared that someone is drugging me

i’m  high asf and my vision is blurring 

i’ve become so cute in the past year. my glow up >>>

i feel completely alone. i’m so dumb and naive with every relationship i get into. i mess up everything and i hate myself for it. i just wish i could be in a decently stable relationship with someone who’s stable.

dissociation isn’t fun or quirky. stop romanticizing it along with other mental health issues.